Happy CNY people! ( meant to say bitches decided to play nice)
umm CNY was great, i ate a lot food, i should expect an increase in weight if not i will be pissed. Life is good as always, eating more, 9 hours sleep.
the exams are nearing, but i think im really done studying, like really. but since i got time, never hurt to be more sure.
i wanna go msia again real soon, to shop probably, or eat that portugese egg tart before my concession expires... im really an idoit i guess -.-
"if only u can see that im only a phantom for i have drown in my tears when u werent around to pull me out"
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
Music
one not an emo just because one loves screamo,hardcore
one not a clubber just because one loves dance,RnB, hip hop
one not a world hater/unholy just because one listens to black/death metal
one not a medevial idoit just because one listens to power metal
we are influenced by music, not defined, for those who only listens to ******** and judge us, play god and judge all you want.
cause the fact is, not even your god can judge us
one not a clubber just because one loves dance,RnB, hip hop
one not a world hater/unholy just because one listens to black/death metal
one not a medevial idoit just because one listens to power metal
we are influenced by music, not defined, for those who only listens to ******** and judge us, play god and judge all you want.
cause the fact is, not even your god can judge us
Saturday, February 13, 2010
CNY @ Brandon's
brandon's PJ CNY Party. Had steamboat for dinner and went down for KTV in BOXERS. Its okay that people were outside the KTV place, but its not okay that they are from Ngee Ann and recognised BRANDON, (EHHHH THAT ONE, NP BA ONE!) So we sang and sang, pooled and went back up.
All i kinda remembered was watching "Hi, My sweetheart" whie they gambled until 2 am, head hurts like mad, apparently drinking help, but decided to sleep instead. I really think i cant ton already....
Woke up at 9am, everyone asleep, so, what i do? watch more episodes, and went home, completed the series. happy and touched, it didnt exactly have a sell out ending? No matter what i liked the show a lot.
Now have to go get ready for dinner @ Aunty Rita's amazingly enough my mum is comming along, really hope she would be careful with her words and not quarrel with her sister, and also my aunties becareful with theirs... rare enough that she is comming already.
Anyways, happy CNY people, have a great holiday, no matter what race u are, just enjoy the holidays and shut up.
there are so many things i wished i could explain, but i think, i never would have the chance. Its not that we didnt loved each other enough, but rather that we were not mature enough to see past each other flaws and dwelled on it. Nevertheless, we moved on and i wish you a great life ahead!
All i kinda remembered was watching "Hi, My sweetheart" whie they gambled until 2 am, head hurts like mad, apparently drinking help, but decided to sleep instead. I really think i cant ton already....
Woke up at 9am, everyone asleep, so, what i do? watch more episodes, and went home, completed the series. happy and touched, it didnt exactly have a sell out ending? No matter what i liked the show a lot.
Now have to go get ready for dinner @ Aunty Rita's amazingly enough my mum is comming along, really hope she would be careful with her words and not quarrel with her sister, and also my aunties becareful with theirs... rare enough that she is comming already.
Anyways, happy CNY people, have a great holiday, no matter what race u are, just enjoy the holidays and shut up.
there are so many things i wished i could explain, but i think, i never would have the chance. Its not that we didnt loved each other enough, but rather that we were not mature enough to see past each other flaws and dwelled on it. Nevertheless, we moved on and i wish you a great life ahead!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Went to M'sia to buy CNY clothes today, got to say it was very productive, 2 bottoms a tee( this one says 1 + 1 = 2, PEACE!!!! somewhat along that line la okay) and a belt, cause AH BEE always say my belt not nice :(
anyways, every exam i have a very bad distraction, in the past it was always MMORPGS, Maplestory, Cabal, WoW ( omg omg omg i miss u lots :(!!! ) but nowadays its MANGA and TV SHOWS!
Seriously, it kinda takes my gaming awesomeness away( i kinda miss talking in game lang, UBER 1337 SAUCE ) but well, these shows are a relaxing way for me to feed my fantasy, lets see we got, Heroes, House, How I Met Your Mother, Bones, Fringe, okay boring english shit, NOW im hooked on what every1 was hooked on, 'Hi, My Sweetheart' yeah yeah im behind time whatever, the show is rather, touching... everyone need a good love story now and then! if u cant have one in real life! fantasize! ( I WILL NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY NEGATIVE OUTCOME IF YOU REALLY HEED THIS ADVICE THE WRONG WAY)
anyways, didnt went to celebrate alan's and benjiamin's bday cause i was back in SG at 1830, and was too tried to go all the way to marina sq. so happy 19th to alan and 20th to benjiamin.
alright off to bed now, long day tml. not studying but gonna learn how to make cookies from keryn bro, then probably bring some over for brandon's cny party if she let me have some. Oh Jia Huey is comming back tml !
glad u listened, bon voyage ^^
anyways, every exam i have a very bad distraction, in the past it was always MMORPGS, Maplestory, Cabal, WoW ( omg omg omg i miss u lots :(!!! ) but nowadays its MANGA and TV SHOWS!
Seriously, it kinda takes my gaming awesomeness away( i kinda miss talking in game lang, UBER 1337 SAUCE ) but well, these shows are a relaxing way for me to feed my fantasy, lets see we got, Heroes, House, How I Met Your Mother, Bones, Fringe, okay boring english shit, NOW im hooked on what every1 was hooked on, 'Hi, My Sweetheart' yeah yeah im behind time whatever, the show is rather, touching... everyone need a good love story now and then! if u cant have one in real life! fantasize! ( I WILL NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY NEGATIVE OUTCOME IF YOU REALLY HEED THIS ADVICE THE WRONG WAY)
anyways, didnt went to celebrate alan's and benjiamin's bday cause i was back in SG at 1830, and was too tried to go all the way to marina sq. so happy 19th to alan and 20th to benjiamin.
alright off to bed now, long day tml. not studying but gonna learn how to make cookies from keryn bro, then probably bring some over for brandon's cny party if she let me have some. Oh Jia Huey is comming back tml !
glad u listened, bon voyage ^^
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Went for the MAS Appreciation Lunch for MONEYsense today, it was quite an experience i'd say, many representives from various prestigious organisation were there. So there were the talks which told us about past events and future events, very amazing a lot of collaboration going on, and u can see the power of networking in action, well, at least for a good cause.
The lunch buffet is, interesting, laksa, satay, and good food. Nice view 30 stories above the ground that the penthouse, 1 word, shiok, it for a while gave u the fantasy of having a party with u and yr bach buds at yr huge balcony.
It was a really short function anyways ( during their lunch time LOL ). didnt go to school for MAEC revision lecture by Mr Kock cause i thought i couldnt make it, so i didnt do the aug 2009 paper.. ahaha
alright time to study!
i did things i was not exactly proud of, but not regret :)
The lunch buffet is, interesting, laksa, satay, and good food. Nice view 30 stories above the ground that the penthouse, 1 word, shiok, it for a while gave u the fantasy of having a party with u and yr bach buds at yr huge balcony.
It was a really short function anyways ( during their lunch time LOL ). didnt go to school for MAEC revision lecture by Mr Kock cause i thought i couldnt make it, so i didnt do the aug 2009 paper.. ahaha
alright time to study!
i did things i was not exactly proud of, but not regret :)
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
expectations and what they do to you
so a random post on expectations, because im too full from dinner to study, the sensation in my stomach is just too distracting and feel too good, btw i finally hit the big 60kg, *bows* im gonna continue till i hit 65, hopefully before my big 18!
So, we all know, expectation on our side, the more u have the more dissapointed u will be when it doesnt go your way, but have u ever considered it the other way?
i feel that, there is like two ways, your expectations on something have a negative external impact in addtion to the disappointment u will feel. from my experience, its stress, stress to meet that expectation of that other people, what economist call, a negative externalities
i've come across a few ways to handle it, one is of course to ignore, but how easy is that? next is to DEAL with it, we all live in stressful conditions and we should learn to handle it. and the last one, call me weak willed or a quitter but i personally like this the best, lowering the expectations.
Expectation comes from trust, for example, the more i trust your capability , the higher the expectation i have of your work or the more work i will entrust you with. So if u break the trust or lower the level for trust. Those taking economics, think supply and demand curve, if i lower my "supply of trust", it costs u more "disappointment" to expect that much of me, thus, making a best decision of self interest, u decide not to expect too much of me.
Then it goes back to risk appitite, how much are u willing to put on the line? Recently, i have a troubled friend, who realised that he had to make a choice, to follow his dreams, risking disappointing his family who constantly demands a lot out of him. Or to put that dream aside and lead a mundane life, risk-free. But he left so much things out of the equation: passion, support, youth, so much more! I hope u dont mind me blogging about this, but take a step back and think, maybe things really wouldnt be as hard as it is.
Still, i could be wrong, afterall im not in his shoes. And his parents could really have live long enough to experience that this dream of him could destory him.
Maybe we are all over analyzing things, so to put it simply, when it comes to choice, not of life and death, but regret you did never tried or regret u tried and wasted resources on it. if the costs are bearable, im sure no one would want to regret that they never tried.
So before your smart brain tries to protect you and leads u too your 'goal'. y not ask the brain nicely to pause for a moment, and give the heart a chance to voice its opinion?
-Leon.L
So, we all know, expectation on our side, the more u have the more dissapointed u will be when it doesnt go your way, but have u ever considered it the other way?
i feel that, there is like two ways, your expectations on something have a negative external impact in addtion to the disappointment u will feel. from my experience, its stress, stress to meet that expectation of that other people, what economist call, a negative externalities
i've come across a few ways to handle it, one is of course to ignore, but how easy is that? next is to DEAL with it, we all live in stressful conditions and we should learn to handle it. and the last one, call me weak willed or a quitter but i personally like this the best, lowering the expectations.
Expectation comes from trust, for example, the more i trust your capability , the higher the expectation i have of your work or the more work i will entrust you with. So if u break the trust or lower the level for trust. Those taking economics, think supply and demand curve, if i lower my "supply of trust", it costs u more "disappointment" to expect that much of me, thus, making a best decision of self interest, u decide not to expect too much of me.
Then it goes back to risk appitite, how much are u willing to put on the line? Recently, i have a troubled friend, who realised that he had to make a choice, to follow his dreams, risking disappointing his family who constantly demands a lot out of him. Or to put that dream aside and lead a mundane life, risk-free. But he left so much things out of the equation: passion, support, youth, so much more! I hope u dont mind me blogging about this, but take a step back and think, maybe things really wouldnt be as hard as it is.
Still, i could be wrong, afterall im not in his shoes. And his parents could really have live long enough to experience that this dream of him could destory him.
Maybe we are all over analyzing things, so to put it simply, when it comes to choice, not of life and death, but regret you did never tried or regret u tried and wasted resources on it. if the costs are bearable, im sure no one would want to regret that they never tried.
So before your smart brain tries to protect you and leads u too your 'goal'. y not ask the brain nicely to pause for a moment, and give the heart a chance to voice its opinion?
-Leon.L
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