finally things are gonna have a closure...

congrats to you moving on, i may owe you a lot, but i have repaid all my debts with all that sleepless nights... and now i return you your freedom:

Ignore that promise u hid in the present on my birthday... its futile... nothing will change, u lost me when u shown me the real u... i tried to take in everything, but im not good enough... hey, no1 is perfect..

this case is closed, now run along...

lol, okay i screwed up my most confident paper, PoA lost like 14 marks cause i didnt bother to really check XD

BUT FUCK IT, i think i did well enough previously to get an A

okay so 03/04 outing today, LOVE ALL THOSE HU WERE THERE!!!

had lunch at ashtons, really gooooood. Year 2 BFS went there also :D
(SEE AUNTIE!! WE REALLY GOT 50 PEOPLE, NGEE ANN STEADY ONE!!! )

catch the movie Final Destination 4 after than, im gonna watch the previous one, ITS A GOOD HORROR COMEDY.

u see, people just die for no apparent reason, or they are dying cause they 'cheat death'

after movie went PS walk walk, then went to peninsula to see guitars. Imma get a Maestro SG1, would cost around 280+?

oh oh , i hope my GPA is around 3.8 >.< ( hope hope hope hope )

Thanks PRETTY PRINCESS PRESIDENT DEVONA ( MIAN BAO ) FOR GIVING ME FMS AND FRP NOTES!!!!!!!!!!

bmgt was soo bad, i left very early without checking my script and went over canteen 1 to destroy the paper, shredded it into pieces.

today, MIEC, on a lighter note, was much more pleasant, ignoring the fact that i burned like 4 marks due to recklessness,but ahh well... thats just who i am ( To be honest, i kinda feel young cause of this >.> )

okay lol jokes aside,i need to be more focused, less complacent ( Please dun cui me for PoA,will lose A LOT FACE ) yeap so leon is in a holiday mood and the following happened when i..

*went into GNC asking about sport supplements*

Sales person : Hi what can I do for u?
L: er i kinda have a weight problem..
SP *interupts* : Weight problem? wait u dont seem to be overweight..
L: no no... im underweight, im around 179 and only 55kg
SP: OH OH !!!! yea of course! so do u just wanna gain weight or do you workout?
L: Oh, umm i plan to workout around 5 days a week? roughly around 2 hours a day
SP:yeah... its a waste... u workout so much and dont get results... Take this! ( the bottle is marked XXX, WTF right? ) Has carbohydrates and protein for your weight and muscle needs!
L: *amazed at price $168* how many servings is this? ( hope to hear around 70 plus)
SP : 14 :D
L: ..... okay thank you i will continue to look around...
SP: okay sure! no problem, hope you find something u need!

damn do they make the supplements with gold or something? carb? i can get them by bitin on bread lol... they are just an easy way...

*IDEA*

if i can cook for myself... solves food problem ( I can have many meals at home, and to gain weight ) solves women problem... ( Hey! some women find men who can cook hot)
= some many many problems!!!

okay i try to add it to do list! ( gonna get some recepies :D )

two

helped pong with blaw last night, ended up sleeping only at 12 -.- didnt tutor him for BMGT, sorry, my attention span with helping you limits to one subject i guess, not a saint here.

im really sleepy now, but i can sleep, my mind is too awake after that BLAW paper, again its same as ITB, i actually felt an A until people start pouring ideas into my head then it slowly slipped down to a B+. Tom didnt manage to finish the paper but i still hope he gets A, he did damn well for CT, and he has a lot of 'academic accidents' this sem -.- And hope Dick passes BLAW or get that B+ he wants.

Harry(me) actually dont really care, or he has cared too much, i aim good score, but i will take anything given to me. nothing can change yr results anyways. After tml, its as good as the end of sem for me with MIEC and PoA left, i would say they are my most confident papers...

One...

today is ITB paper, er conclusion is errr at least a B+? worst case, B best case A. paper was quite easy, whatever i studied, came out, whatever i didnt, didnt. Tips are really useful, glad i listen in lecture...lol next up blaw, actually not really concerned, since RBJ said it was easier compared to past year papers, and i dun have a problem with past year paper yet. anyways its all talk here, shall see tomorrow, will BLAW bring me to my knees?

growing up

people says, growing up changes u. no, to me it, kills you. i remember being the 'fearless' dumbass getting myself into all sorts of trouble, failing tests, 1 to 1 counseling by teachers.

until i got more 'matured' or 'responsible' okay i know i am contradicting myself, but u will see the point i hope? okay, me late bloomer and all started THINKING, i think more and more, stronger brains, better results, less problem with teachers, less problems, see no point to have problems. end result? i became a fucking pussy, a wuss who is afraid of consequences, and I KNOW, those crap may not even happen.

yes, people say,' Leon u think too much la, think less lor! ' guys, appreciating the concern aside, i really find that easy to say, and THINK ( LOL ) but to do? this the usual, 'easier said than done'

and no matter how i see it, im always trying to fit my life in a routine >.> organized? no thank you, i kinda regret stuff, being caught up with my competitive self from gaming habits since young, my true nature rather and pride etc...

oh well, ranting done... wonder what i have i said above... prolly dun make any sense. i wanna get better at the guitar and gain weight during the holidays...

take my time.. rationalize.. and win this fight...

my faith is being weakened...

damn... any1 help? BLIZZARD is a bitch.... i just saw WoW:Cataclysm and updates on Diablo III , am i beyond redemption? any1 help me? :(

random random random

okok i wanna start collection, not at any expense, but just for fun, not gonna be hardcore or anything either.

when im Eighteen : Liquor Collection

when i Get a good job( 25 ? ) : *Maybe only* guitar collection ( I will stop at 20? )

okay its really random shit out of the blue, but hey, randomness is good :D

studied/talk crapped with hush and shanty for yesterday and today, lets just say its better than staying home yeah? at least i go through things again better than staying home with my TV shows ( Gossip Girl, u ARE SO NEXT ON THE LIST XOXO)

oh yeah had lunch with yoke,tricia and issac today, thanks for the company guys!

well, it does take 2 hands to clap, but my partial defense is that, 83% of societies are polygamous.... sorry..... sometimes, i tend to go with the flow

season finale

Okay so i watched bones(S4) and House (S5) all the way to the finale like 5 episode for each series. And i just felt that they kinda sell out?

BOTH gave audience what they wanted Bones : Brenan and Booth making out, bed scene etc, and end up its all a dream while booth is in a coma ( yeah easy to tell, Nightclub owners? where is the logic in that? then again, it was a dream ) and Cuddy with House, ending up it was severe Hallucination by house ( Thanks script writers, just when i thought their relationship was finally getting somewhere )

so i spent the last 2 days at home, watching TV shows, burning the time away. Oh and i tried DotA again since i had a lot of freetime, turn out, i didnt lose my mojo :D:D:D

i need to get a new 'girlfriend' and guitar seems to be like the best candidate for now...

there is this love hate relationship with vacation, cause i have 7 weeks and i either waste it, or find a job, which is gonna take some effort. i would really like some office or tutoring work...

injuries inflicted by female student are an occupational hazard faced by male students

die u gaming

met angela and becca to study at the underpass, studided there from 11-14, halfway Jit came over to discuss the *censored*. So we are gonna *censored* on Friday.

After studying, SDENF went to her dance ( Becca went to outreach presentation ) I went to uughhh, GYM alone :( So i went thinking that my left arm is okay ( its kinda strained from gym + swimming last friday) so i just do the usual few machines. Then later on the bus, out of nowhere, i swear a sharp pain hit my left shoulder. I reacted and pressed that area as if i was shot, a few people turned and looked at me wtf.

but then i believe its a random thing, cause im fine now :D and i shall NOT game during the holidays, gonna find something else to burn away the excess time ( Guitar? Go out? ) no idea, but one thing is for sure, gonna go job hunting w/ val hope can get a good job, and hope there will be an IT fair, Benny will offer me a job, and IT fair does not crash w/ anything ( BAmazing,iDare,BAMP Trail) please dun crash, Leon needs cash for new furniture, printer, formal wear, shoes, berms, Ts.

Oh ya, i somehow got into iDare haha, hope it will be super fun and ugh i return alive,in one piece.

Thou Shalt Not Game...

see u in season 2

finished season 1 of FRINGE in 2 days, 20 episodes... quite no life but hey nth else to do.

Leon is left with 3 chapters of ITB to study then he can slowly revise for exams. Im so glad ITB is the first module to be tested, get it over and done with.

ZzZz 2 more days

Okay so nothing much today, i just stayed home watching 11 episodes of FRINGE. But as i flipped through my planner, to give it a little update this is what i saw.

Aug 14: studying completed by here

okay FML LOL i have yet to be done with ITB... _|_ u ITB, i dont understand your existence, but i dont want to anyways.

Better hurry with that ITB... sorry FRINGE :(

woke up and dreaded the day, i am gonna complete the remaining papers im left with PoA, BLAW and MIEC. So i got onto PoA, 1 hour.

took a shower and went down to school. went to say hi to people playing soccer and went to library to meet JR n Jasper

Did blaw paper there, seriously, i feel irritated by my right eyelid that kept twitching. Went to lunch and then carnival meeting.

The meeting was short, like really fast. After the meeting went to marina square with wei han, haha sorry for lying to u that im 18 hahahha! Went over to esplanade library to meet HZ, JR, Nigel and marcus, did MIEC paper there.

Went for dinner at Marina Square foodcourt and later, out of boredom we talked crap and played true or dare, sorry to those we prank called! u were the fun people in our common circle so sorry!

Happy birthday Melvin Lee boiboi and Nicola ( NI GOU LA, HOT ENOUGH )!

we went to school to waste time, finish one poa paper. then went to sp to meet JC and Queenie. Had KFC for lunch and then talked crap. From SP school culture to CCAs. had to go off after that, jc sent me off to MRT and trained down to Bishan. Sorry guys for being late -.-

watch GIJOE and all i can say is its naughty science. It really may be the case when we achieve nanotechnology. See humans are after all humans, there is always a use for weapons. Bused hop later.

cant do much tml, got carnival meeting at 1-3. not gonna go for society soccer due to leg injuries and i gotta study, seriously.

when u think your life suck, remember that you are always better of than someone else out there.

accomplish?

er okay lets look at the 'supposed' aim of today:

Study:

BMGT : Motivation
BLAW : Biz Ethics
Complete : 1 PoA and 1 BMGT Paper

Completed :
BMGT : Motivation
1 BMGT paper

okay today is quite bad, i lack discipline, or rather i hate bmgt,i hate it so much, i forgot i need to study blaw, i am gonna laugh at 1.2 taking ITB and BMGT next sem will i slowly enjoy MAEC , DSS, and BSTAT. 1.1 is gonna have the last laugh ( 1.2 u have 3 major projects, FMS, ITB n BMGT )

so, i met huang to collect the i&e i left with him. ended up asking him to go study with melvin, peh yu and i. met people like ming lei, shaun, sham, peh yu and shi chin. Ended up, SC joined us to study. waited for the ever late melvin and headed to out space. JR and jasper joined us shortly.

in the afternoon settle the lecturers' day i&e ( YES FINALLY!!!!) then went to gym with melvin for like 30mins? i wanna swim so badly.... the tan is fading. eh well okay tomorrow gonna be more focused, i still hate BMGT and ITB, i wish for more structured modules, more technical. But i am still gonna own u, ITB and BMGT, mark my words...

ugh happy national day

aiya, happie national day singapore. Stay clean and FINE!!!!

didnt do anything much today, watch TV and read mangas. From the TV i realized that there are so many movies i wanna watch, but meh,i'd prolly end up downloading them and watch them at home.

Yes im still tempted to game, until *censored* happened, i closed the browser tempting me and got right on to *censored*.

the other half? wake up people, the other half is yourself! you will never betray yrself, and you love yourself ( or at least you should ) judge me not, for i do not have trust issues, its all about avoiding the worse outcome. I risk, but not recklessly, calculated risk is the way for life. oh yea gut feel too...

to leave in shame

2 injuries, Skin at sole came off and heel area there overstrained/stretched in less than 5 min, FML

So we ended up playing pool, got owned by mark? only won when he called wrong hole. Went for lunch, and went home. then i TRIED to study for the whole day, but the injuries are getting in the way.

And here it comes, the challenge to all heroes sent by the Argent Crusade. Some gathered up, along with allies to take on the challenge, while others, turn away in shame..... DUE TO REAL LIFE!!!

celebrate and say your goodbyes

may i say that today is an eventful day? hahah

lets just start with bee kian making my day, with by saying that im not WHITE enough to be 'L' Since i USED TO BE white enough. Well ok bottomline, my tan is obvious!

Had lunch, Shannon came over to vet the I&E and we went to CC for the NATIONAL DAY EVENT. Was at the booth 'Are you smarter than a Fifth grader?' Mostly emceeing with shawn or jia le. bee kian's voice too 'CUTE' to be heard.

after packing up, went for the celebration. Great perfromances, super entertaining as well as attacking Jit, Shanty, Alyssa and Jia Huey with the blown up thingy. Went down to sing the song, didnt sing much cause im 90% out of tune? serious. Sang happy birthday to IAN THE CHAIRMAN! and went down to get refreshments, did imBAS cheers on the way haha.

Well im sure Ian,Mei Yi and Jonathan had good 'refreshments'. Anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY you 3 old people! haha. Then Jia Huey announced her 6 months Overseas attachment. Hmm im sad la, but i was already past that stage since i realized earlier ( Ian's and Fairy's Fault! lol) Then wasted time until french

Okay i dare say i fail my test? cant be bothered really. Went off to meet val for a short while after oral test, talked a while while walking her to the dance studio. Then went back to busstop, saw tyty,walid and nigel, so went over and talked. Then saw MeiYi and a 'Friend' so went over and talk, again. Then Bused hope with Hui Qing.

sports and school

Met , jasper and jun rong at 0840, wanted to gym but had to be orientated first, so ended up running, FAIL LOL 18 mins for 2.4 ( we walked the last round) felt giddy so i just rest. Jasper went to meet Melvin to gym later. So me and JR went to a fitness corner to workout? Showered and lunch.

PoA lecture, ugh useful? halfway went out for gym orientation. after lecture went swimming! learnt freestyle from JR ( it is not as easy as it looks) showered(again) and went for bmgt lecure. Ugh sorry to joanna(h) for forgetting yr name? hahha

alright off to studying -.- ( mug ar mug)

duo ke ai the mo li hua, wo jiu shen shen de~ ai shang ta! ( NOT ME )

meet shannon and went to school, had breakfast then headed to lessons. Got back BMGT Project results, worst in class 75.5% only, but nvm i guess. Lessons was still fun, play paper plane and stuff. Went on to blaw, nth much. Then lunch, ITB lecture and then booth duty.

Queenie came to meet me, sit down at the booth there and talk crap, suan me and we arm wrestled and as expected i lost -.- okay this really prove 2 things: Leon is Really weak, and he has to start training for NS etc... Then some how ended up staying for 4pm booth duty also, ended up signing up for iDare LOL ahh hope I get subsidized.

Okay now Leon need to WORK and get money cause he needs to pay for many things:

Running Shoes (hey i should start running and stuff, besides i need it for idare also)
iDare($200 straight out of my bank)
Study Desk( well around 150 plus, BUT it can wait until next sem)
New shoes ( the current one is busted)
Blazer ($200 FML)
Formal wear, shoes etc. I AM FRIGGING SCREWED
i only saved like 500? zzzz

TCP

woke up at 8, wanted to continue sleeping, but i guess my mind was too awake for me to sleep anymore.

woke up with the intention of completing the August 2008 MIEC paper for today's tutorial, but ended up not being able to do so.

went to sch and meet up 03/04 for lunch told then that Mr.Pon was going to be late and ask them to slowly eat. After lunch, just as i was going to go for lessons i received a call to buy lunch for jit n daryl. To be honest, i didnt want to cause of the long queue, but nvm it will be on the way, so on lunch boy delivery.

Long queue for daryl's lunch another queue for jit's, should have insist that they bought from that same stall. RUSHED to canteen 1 on the way smsed daryl to ask him prepare 6 bucks. reach there passed them the food. and something retarded happen, i dun give a damn i just wanted to go for class.

Got to class, on time, cause i was with Mr. Pon so counted on time? got back Assignment, not too bad A+, didnt waste the effort put into it, thanks to charmaine a zai partner for her contributions! and printing the stuff hahah.

Next: BLAW Lecture, Mrs. G was pretty crossed with the lecture today, we havent really talk much. But yeah, wonderful tips. Went over to TCP launch with rachel.

Met Alyssa and went in. Mr Andrew Koh ( The only guy i remember the full name, i only remember the principal as Mr Chia) IS AN AMAZING SPEAKER. Extremely motivating, TCP sure paid a lot of money to hire him. But just to quote him:

1) What is a talent?
-Something u can do WELL and with EASE
-Something that irritates u when some1 cannot do it as well as u with ease
2)Be careful of what u wish for, u will get them
3)Its not about the decision, its about the action
4)In the end, it will be okay. If its not okay, its not the end

then later was just talking crap with alyssa n rachel ahahahha. Went out for reception, met shannon and jia huey. eat talk, met people said hi, michelle cannot recognise. My circle up leader cannot and guess hu? RUTH recognized me LOL!

oh yea btw this is my new blog :D

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