Saturday, November 28, 2009

Me Myself and I

“I love only myself and fight only for myself”

"I fight for my sake only and live to love no one but myself"


-Gaara

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Different

Woke us this morning and things definitely felt different, its this like changes insider of u that u cant really comprehend, but you know its there.

e learning week was retarded as mentioned earlier due to e assignments, but meh self learning can really be useful hahaha, i havent caught up totally with studies, but i got time, and im using them :D

soon, i shall sever this accursed affection for you...

Destroy

Quick random post before I get back to DSS tutorial -.-

E-learning week sucks,but then again gave me a lot of free time to catch up with work and of course, hang out with my sister val! hahaha we meet people we knew and just tell them that we are siblings, then they give us the -.- face when they realise that we are not blood related. Means we sounded like we mean it eh sis!

alright gonna head back to work! cause the next 2 day might not be free >.<

"I want to... Destroy the world..."

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Red Camp 6!!!

Okay this is the promised,detailed post on red camp 6!

Day 1:

Okay so it was day one of red camp, was quite nervous and all. I hardly talk 1 on 1 to any camper, all i could was help out by shouting to all of them, " MY NAME IS LEON " or else it would be helping Ning or Faith with admin stuff.

So got the campers for sub tribe 6,headed to SoE, which was quite, erm, interactive, but personally to me, i am annoyed by one of the delegates there who sat around my tribe 6 campers. Its cool that he is mingling with the girls and all, but the following is a personal attack, DUDE YR FRIGGING HUGE, BLOCKING UP THE PATH AND ALL, yr job is done, they completed the activity, let the SL do their job. But well, since i was told to be nice, i was nice until i posted the above.

Had KFC for lunch, where i know Ben and Joseph better, these 2 jokers can eat, A LOT

Went to adventure park, nth much just walk walk, then the Loft@94, also nothing much, maybe just wanna say that Joseph got amazing memory. Then next is CC where the adventure seekers 'excites' us, CBF to post their activity.

Day 1 ended with promises of Jack and Rai and Poloboys on day 2. Crashed at 10.15

Day 2


Day 2 was quite hectic, it was gonna be a long day, first up we headed over to FMS which i saw my dearest sister :D tour and all, then headed over to HMS. We 'DID' the panda hahaha and then watch the awesome puppet show and the CUI magic show. had a lot of free time so spammed campers with cheers : GG

Breeks for lunch, as usual Joseph had more than 1 serving.

Went on to HS and LSCT, may i just say that their tour was the most interactive, entertaining of all, it gives a brief highlight of their courses, well done!

Had free time again, so spammed more cheer!!!!! cheer and bday songs hahahahahah so fun!

Went back CC again, for the promised stuff then dinner, finally mass dance until 8 where the campers were released. SLs stayed back to rehearse for SL thank you. Crashed at 11.15

Day 3


THE day has come, this is it, all or nothing. First stop of the day was BA! Meet my awesome friends and classmate from BAenvoys. Had a lot of time to do cheer, the whole ourspace was filled with Apaches cheers :D Switched over to ICT where i met the Sad Jing Fang Complaining about Shaun leaving NP

Lunched at outside LT 24 where i saw rachel and sisters! Rained heavily, many places in ngee ann was flooded, Atrium, Makan Place, even the LT, LT22 we seek shelter in was leaking water lol. Taught the Nin-che cheer and got the campers hyped up for cheer of!

Finally went back to CC, and came the idols. Finally the cheer offs. all we knew was to give it our all, we had the coordination advantage due to small size, but we would be soft, so we need to be LOUD, BOOMMMZZ, our ally, also our strongest opponent, ninja was super threatening...nevertheless... we overcame the odds and defended our title, making us 3 time Best Tribe in Red Camp History... We, are proud of u fellow apaches!

the finale came and it concluded the red camp, i rather not comment on hop night cause its rather lame hahhaha

Finally for all campers, future campers who reads this, i hoped that red camp has helped u in your decision making for your future education especially if you are choosing ngee ann poly, in the midst of listening to information, i hope u were also able to experience the culture of the different schools, please do note that we are very different! so if you are coming to NP next year ( Especially the DPA ones that i havent seen, cept for u Joel) See u @ NP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also, those coming to school of BA, SEE U PEOPLE AT BAOC'10

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Red Camp 6

Red camp 6 was AWESOME, loved everything, but leon is super tired now cause its 2hrs 21 mins pass his bedtime. Shall make a full post on red camp,FLW,outing etc when im free!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Deep

I'm in too deep and i cant get out. Can anyone guide me?

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Red Camp Day 1

Okay, day one was super fun, just that like cheryl said, all SLs could have done better, nevertheless we got tips on how to start convo, its to get feedback also, y didnt i think of it, damn -.-!!!

Hope day 2 will be better !!! :D:D:D:D

Saturday, November 14, 2009

contentment

I consistently tell myself that what i have now is more than enough, there is nothing more i could ask for.

Not to inflict pain on others ( mentally, emotionally ) just to liberate myself off some of mine.

i thank those around me for standing by me through the darkest times.

And with that shall come contentment

Friday, November 13, 2009

Changes

I'll let this heart ache until it decides to fail...

Thursday, November 12, 2009

I just wanna live

blogging w/ I just wanna live - good charlotte on repeat.

today was BArnival, things were well until it rained, really badly, but the wet weather
plan was still okay, we managed to make people focus on the dunking machine, thanks to
the 2 lecturers who volunteered to get dunked to create a crowd :D

bread eating competition was umm i didnt really wanna watch haha but grats to fairy for winning!!!

im back at home, cause i was really tired sleeping at loft, super cold and uncomfortable...

'im paranoid of the people i meet, why are they talking to me, y cant any 1 see...
I JUST WANNA LIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE'

my life has just too much drama, really miss all boys school time... plain fun hahahaha

ending of BArnival marks begining of FLW and red camp, ending of those mark the start of me
settling my personal issues, which would suck. normally, i just shove them some where, my luck
settles it for me. (for those who knows, i swear, i hope red camp helps, one way or another)
but i hopes it helps one way rather than another :D

the following is random: but i really would like to make out passionately with a hottie right now..
i blame too much mixes from daryl during my stay in loft, but yr free to think what u like :D

10 Pm and im of to beddddd, nights all....

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

@loft

bored post at the loft since every1 is either still asleep or already out for classes

lets see, the past few days were quite fun, trying to do tutorials/study with the company of imBAS? resistance is futile, but still im always the earliest to sleepm just last night , i feel asleep at 10 sharp lol while they were talking-.-

not really in the mood to study so i guess i shall just do some DSS lessons so that i got less stuff to do later, i know i know, im a geek w/e just cannot stand around n do nth...


I like the better days when I had options, carefree...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

"i wanna be a girl/gay, end of story, good bye"

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Yesterday was a long, fun filled day packed with fat rich food. Apaches outing @ Bukit Timah Pizza Hut and iDare outing @ Fish&Co Glasshouse.

so my day started out with jie convincing me to take a drink she made when she simply said,' it will help u gain weight' cause the fact is, Leon lost 1 kg -.- and it made a lot of difference? my pants were slightly looser...FML

headed on to BArnival meeting, did some stuff and went off for apaches outing!( oi! oi! oi! oi! oi!) vanessa was outside waiting, not bothering to call up the possible people that could be on time like us. Iqbal was already waiting inside hahaha.

Ate pizza and kept talking, but was quite left out because i was either worrying about Society or Investment club, Devonna! i got commitment okay.. or ambassadors were talking about their people and matchmaking them.

left at around 1615, vanessa and i bussed down to douby ghaut, and we were very early, so we decided to head to PS and walk walk.. where she was captivated by this collector's weapon shop thingy. her itchy hands were all over the displays without a 'Do not touch sign'

when we left the place and wanted to head over to the mrt to meet the rest, we bumped into max and hui yi, then waited for rachelle THEN shao xi. Then another super long wait for people THEN finally dinner! shared fish and chip with vanessa cause we both agreed that pizza hut was too filling. Sure enough, we finished the food and it was okay, i didnt feel hungry till now ( morning of next day )

sat outside fish&Co. for like one hour plus to decide where to go, before a few of us decided to go home while the rest go and drink or something. The bed was awesome... sleep awesome-R looking forward to sentosa outing today!

zero proximity with u physically does not make up for the thousands of mile i am apart from u, mentally, spiritually and emotionally...

Friday, November 6, 2009

LMS was super boring today, Calla and I were just surfing the net. I swear, although im not gonna free ride LMS, but im certainly depending on Calla and Feng Ling.

So i managed to complete DSS Task 2 ( round of applause ) LMS= more self learning with DSS!

went over to the booth to slack, ended up there from 1-6, managed to complete MAEC tutorial 3 : unemployment

Told jie about it, she gave the same reply. Its either i think differently from others or something, but i guess i will take her advice in mind :D

long day tml, meeting in the morning, apaches outing, then iDare dinner off to finish bstat before it will never be done!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

surprise after no surprise

Happy 17th Birthday Peh Yu! hope you liked the presents hahaha!

School was extra tiring today, cause the huge DSS textbook was in my bag, but it was lighten up by someone. We ordered pizza, Miss Chee is actually super nice she allowed us to eat, breaking her own rules of saying that she will not tolerate eating in class. Slightly interacted with the 3 other classmates more now not too bad.

Investment club sub com interviews... i only interviewed 3 people, 2 were soloed by me. Oh and that peck khee almost killed herself by saying,' Leon interviewed me!' out loud. Interview 101, if you know/are aquatinted with the person interviewing you, dont say out! Anyways hope those who deserved to get into the committee manages to get thru. Lighten my workload ( which is almost nth la lol )

Went thru interviewees after that till quite late, small meeting then headed back home alright 10 soon, gonna sleepppp

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Just barely after a wave have crashed onto the shore, another followed shortly after...

I dont really know what to say, how to express these mixed feelings... all i could do is summarize it was above,'Just barely after a wave have crashed onto the shore, another followed shortly after' Its an attempt to translate the chinese saying that before a crisis had ended, another on hits again.

There is no actual pin pointing of this, it kinda applies to all things, what a bummer.
seriously, i cant wait for BArnival, Red Camp,Financial Literacy Week to end. And during those events, I make sure that i party HARD i definately deserve it, then go back to catching up on schoolwork then focus on school and gradnight and eventually, BAOC :D:D:D:D:D!!!!!

Jit has only TP left to get his bike license, i get to be the first passenger!!!!! yay! hahaha

"I've been sober for far too long to get drunk now... A little will get me drunk"

Sunday, November 1, 2009

BAMP Trail

BAMP Trial was great, content aside, cause obviously I can tell you guys what happened, or else there is nothing u all could look forward. Bottomline : It will be fun, COME!

Okay so what made me liked this dry run so much? To be true, I'm amazed how bonded 08/09 are and it was always a mystery to me. Fact is, it lies in dry run. In dry run, we are bonded in our own mini camp, a retreat from school, people start talking to each other more ( HTHT :DDD ) Had lots of fun going out for supper, talking crap, gossiping...

Quite bumped that this is our last dry run for things, until DPA Orientation and BAOC!!!!!

changes of me