The world from my perspective

Power

2012-01-30T03:44:00.001-08:00

Wanted to post about this for awhile for a friend, but had reports and christmas and then cny. You know, excuses :)

So this post is about power. Especially in relationships.

In summary the point I want to bring across is that, being in power all the time is as hell boring.

Imagine you are playing a game, you find it hard, you switch on all the cheats you find online. What happens after awhile? You lose interest.

So when you partner makes things a little difficult for you, take it as a challenge. If its too hard, ask yr partner to turn down the difficulty a little, or simply, if you can, look for another game. Things should not boring and you will not feel like crap.

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The reverse diet

2011-11-25T18:51:00.001-08:00

Definition of diet: something short term. Because it’s used like 'I'm on a diet.' Like 'I'm on a trip.' Or 'I'm on a killing spree' so you come back from your trip/get your spree ended.

Alright the idea of this reverse diet is that you eat more, yes let me repeat: you eat more. ~5 meals a day. With exercises you maintain this lifestyle, until you are tired of it or decide to come off it. You stop and go back to 3 meals a day.

What happens is that now your body thinks that you are on a 'diet' and u are dieting eating 3 meals a day! Hence you might lose weight.

Disclaimer: I am no nutritionist, and I am just sharing my 'experience’. I eat 5 meals a day, but cause of work this past week, I did not have time to eat in between meals, and people told me I look smaller! This made me though of such theory!

The theory behind it

The athlete's diet

Many athletes eat like in 2hr intervals. Why do they do so? It is to provide a constant flow of energy. This is probably because they might have to perform at different times or they want to avoid injuries from lack of energy. Therefore, their body is constantly burning something to give them energy (metabolism increases).

Let us compare this with a regular diet one that I hear most often from peers.

· They skip breakfast (nothing to burn, hence body runs on 'low energy mode' )

· Feel hungry.

· Have lunch.

· Feel hungry around 4-5+ and bear with it until dinner. (body slows down again)

· Have dinner.

When you feel hungry, your body will adapt to it, burning less for energy, since they have to conserve it. They are not really smart to know what’s for dinner. So when you burn less, you have more surpluses. As your body is not an economy, surplus is not really a good thing.

So assuming that you consume a similar amount of calories from this diet, since you are eating small regular meals and your body is burning more, you are burning more calories!

Summary:

1) Never skip breakfast – you want your body to start running ASAP
2) Eat small, regular meals – with around 2 hours intervals
3) Exercise, since you should feel energized throughout the day – no excuses

4) Eat properly, since this is still a diet.

Extra:

Taking Caffeine

They give you energy (so you will get off your butt and hit the gym!). However, those sensitive to caffeine should beware. I take a cup of GREEN TEA when I get to work with NO SUGAR, NO MILK.

Go google ‘Benefits of caffeine’ to find out more

Swapping brown rice

I think this is the biggest swap, I heard white rice gives you more crap. So it is better to take brown rice. Brown rice could be harder, but just use more water when cooking it! It tastes the same, and you get that extra skin which I personally like, as it makes chewing more fun!

My meals:

0715 Breakfast

0900 Breakfast 2

1200 Lunch

1600-1700 Tea break

1800 Tea break 2 (if gym)

2000 Dinner (protein shakes before and after if gym)

2200 Dinner (if I went to the gym)

Reasons the transport fares for polytechnic students is fair

2011-11-19T07:38:00.000-08:00

I am so gonna get flamed for this.

Why am I doing this?

1. Cause I am very free (weekends are carefree when you are on internship)

2. to share some of my views and experience and

3. I decided to settle this once and for all and save people time from complaining about the government.

Alright, I am a year 3 student, and yes, I have already paid the 'large' amount of transport fees. Therefore, what I am about to say may not mean a lot.

But still, this is for the few who can find this and are still studying in a polytechnic.

Alright right now some polytechnics students are upset about paying S$30~ (S$60 if you take the bus and MRT) more compared to their JC peers for transport. ( in total, 30*36months = $1080 more, if you need to take train and bus, you might not be walking enough/you chose the school/location is not MOE related, I think)

So, here are some reasons the transport fees is not a big deal

1. Quantum of 'Investment' from our government

Alright if you still do not know, you(your parents) are paying 2.2k per academic year, when it is supposed to be almost around 18k without tuition grant. Honestly, I have not checked out Junior College fees, but my gut feel tells me that the amount should be lesser.

So you(your parents) are already saving 12k a month, seriously, what are you complaining about?

2. Quantum of financial aid - for poor students

Financial aids in polytechnic ( I am a Ngee Ann student ) are MORE than JC.

The MOE website seems to suggest, with around $500 per cap income, you get 750/yr.

In Ngee Ann, with $500 we qualify for 2 busary, MOE and CDC, giving us 900 * 2 = 1800/yr.

That is A LOT of difference.

3. quantum of scholarships

In polytechnics its the amount of your tuition, 2.2k, maybe more of 'book' money

In JC flat 750

Once again huge difference.

4. Internship

Many of the internship comes with compensation, meaning that you are allowed to earn money while studying, the amount can vary, 400/mth to 1000/mth.

5. School events/career opportunities

Need extra money? Commit a few hours on a school marketing event ( Open house, etc ) earn up to 10/hr, or work for the school by mending their facilities ( gyms ) and earn around 5-6/hr?

And people, being a student myself, I have already thought of many excuses (prices of food/ buy clothes to wear print notes etc etc) All those are pretty much lifestyle related, and I have not thought of any good argument, so why not stop complaining, and get back to projects?

Motivation VS Inspiration

2011-11-12T02:28:00.000-08:00

Read an article about one of the Republican candidate, Herman Cain, who is an inspirational speaker and made a distinct differentiation of those two.

Motivation comes from within.

Inspiration comes from external sources.

Alright, so the million dollar question is, which one came first?

Its kinda like the chicken and egg thing, no one really knows. You could say, human was inspired by nature and created many things. Or you could say, human was motivated to create(make life easier) and looked at nature for inspiration.

Nevertheless, it does not matter, but we have to know, that it is a force. It causes you to 'move'. The thing is, you can spend thousands, attending talks and listen. You would get inspired, you are powered by one's motivation and you start 'moving'

If you do not become 'motivated' and start supplying the movement with your energy, you will stay there.

SO, if you wanna get somewhere if you are inspired, STAY motivated.

Then again...

With things like social networking, inspirational quotes are shared rapidly, and they come at you at such great amounts, and sometimes, even regarded as spam. What happens is that it makes you feel like you are a ball in a soccer field, 22 men are constantly moving you around, some lightly, and well, some pretty hard!

But at the end of the day, you wanna get to a goal, so when a right force hits you in the right direction of a goal. Go full force and get inside the goal!

Lazy

2011-11-06T18:49:00.000-08:00

Alright, there is this thought that have always been on my mind. And I just have to put it somewhere for people to see.

Why not twitter? Cause it kinda makes it insignificant.

Okay here is the big statement I am gonna make, its a VIEW of the world.

Many people call themselves different negative things, fat, ugly, stupid. As one who like to simplify things. BASICALLY, they can just call themselves lazy people.

Why?

One is ugly because he or she is lazy to do anything, do the hair, eye brows, or take care of their skin.

One is fat because he or she is lazy to exercise, make an effort to eat right.

One is stupid because he or she is lazy to put in effort to read up, do their homework.

First step for change is to accept that you have a problem. So let me get the ball rolling.

Okay, since many people are commenting on my singlehood, here goes:

I am single because I am lazy to maintain a relationship.

"People resign to fate, saying that they are only human and give in. It takes courage to overcome fear, not being fearless' - Green Lantern

I need a break

2010-07-26T04:53:00.000-07:00

hectic life now, need to go to china to, purge.

Getting along

2010-07-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

'When human work together, there will be friction.'

There, I'm so amazed how true is that, I kinda felt, people should get along and love each other. I admit its hard, I of course have the fare share of people I cannot stand the sight of, and of course and thank god, the majority, people whom I love love love.

This semester, somehow, I'm very into human relationships, maybe its cause of UR. I saw, resolved conflicts, ongoing conflicts, new conflicts. I easily said,'Why can't they just get along?!' and BAMM, I face my demons.

Friends, project group, investment club, ba society. And I am very ashamed to say that my efforts in the relationships with people, are really badly priortised. There is no balance, I do favor some people more, at some point of time. But those are due to the environment, situations, I am only human.

Do I think before I say? No. Am I a backstabber? yes, and no.

Go ahead and judge me, I too, judge myself a lot. As much as I have trust issues with people, I do too with myself. As much as I find it hard to forgive people, I find it hard to forgive myself. There are still so many incidents I have no forgiven myself for. And I see those carefree people everyday, taking life as it is, and I wonder,'Is that for real? or is the person just acting?!'.

*yawn* I don't even know if anyone cares, but I'm gonna sleep now -.-

Before i start on chapt 3....

2010-06-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

okay guys i totally need a break from all the following crap:

Projects ( ALONE )
Home ( ALONE )
Gym ( ALONE )
Swimming ( ALONE )

This epic boredom, with no people to suan, no lectures, no chit chatting, has turn me uber mad, i was very close to returning to gaming ( phew ).

So yeah with that comes another of my fatal flaw, lonliness -.- so it seems that im super weak when im lonely tsk, i need to learn shadow clone jitsu, to always have people around me, so i thought about it, if i were to make it into NTU, i am very likely gonna stay in the hostel, since there are people there.

anywas, back on my holiday, training as per OTOT, swimming is rather fun, and i think my stamina really improved! but there is something i need to work on, lower body strength :( 1 word k, cui i got really scrawny legs :(

yawnz, next week, more projects, more OTOT trainings and studying( i got FIT quiz when i return, latest topic, studying that one might as well study previous topics right?!)

I am looking forward to:

IC post camp dinner ( dont think i wanna club tho, being tired is GGness)
Museum outing ( we never did this, tho we decided not to that day )
Ben and jerry ice cream outing !

IM STILL LOOKING FORWARD TO MSA CAMPPPP, hope to know my groupmates asap!

Life updates

2010-06-14T07:11:00.001-07:00

First of all, BFS camp was just over!

Well, cacuse of eye candies, camp wasnt that bad! Sorry ah, cause i was kinda one of the ghosts for the hunted hse, a sleep deprived leon is really an angry one.... if i stepped on your toe during the camp! sorry!!! Some facils compared it to last year's camp, some told me it was more, some told me it was less awesome.

CMON GUYS!!!! The whole point of the camp is just to allow BFS peeps to know each other more, and from the final event, i am damn sure they do now, even if its gossiping about that dude from the other class, IT WORKS AS LONG AS THEY KNOW THAT PERSON EXISTS!

Alright thats all for BFS Camp.

Well i applied for ShangHai OIP, and Ladies and Gentlemen, Boys and Girl, Leon The Awesome is gonna spread AWESOMENESS all over SHANGHAI!!!!! Its gonna be legend....wait for it... DARY!!!!!! Alright im gonna make a separate blog EXCLUSIVE to my adventures in shanghai, like im gonna start many episodes already! As soon as the thing starts, so i hope i can keep it up alright! wish me luck yeah guys!

okay finally about life, well obviously i have been good lately, but looking that te gap in the huge missing posts is more or less due to a few reasons. Basically i had no mood to post because life have been a total roller coaster ride for me:

Got into same class as Jeremy + Joanna my groupies for the year!
"snatched" SC from his grp
hated by classmates
okay with classmates
moved on
multiple crush syndrome ( DONT ASK! )
Chiong project
plan BFS camp
nervous and shit about society interview
scholarship interview
shanghai application
got into society
Common tests
got into shanghai OIP
BFS Camp
first aid course with society 10/11

SOOOOOOOO, yeah deadly mixture? isit it? Life's been both good and bad to me of course, balance effect, but im looking at the good side rather than the bad. Anyways this holidays will be filled with projects, well i really think i should make an effort to update! since its epic okay, at least for FMGT and FP, FRP although im in charge of it, the most creative idea that links to it was to only use a talk show, haiz epic fail!, alright time to edit videooosss

"why did i heart race after i put down the phone?"

BA Society 10/11

2010-05-30T17:45:00.001-07:00

Okay, first thing, NEVER tell people u are impatient, cause they really will prank you :(

So according to my 5th wife Ho Pei Qin(more on that later), SCO groups were settled on Friday, she knew i got in, but Keh and gang wanted to mess with me. Cause i was really cocky during the interview >.> bringing the stupid Best ASCO trophy into the interview and putting it INFRONT of them..

So rach and ben got theirs on saturday afternoon, i found out at night, i called EP, then i DEMANDED him to tell me i got in, then he said sylvia was calling me :(

So i camped on msn, until so got in ( 12 am ) then i asked her to call me :(, but busy woman said no and say tml. Then stress, i went back from BFS Facil camp, 12pm and started waiting, and waiting.... then 8pm! Jia Le told me over msn we got in, then 830 then sylvia called and told me... EP supposed to call me -.-

EP will die! When he get sunburnt again i will pour chili over his body wahahahhahaha

Alright so since im in society :D i got 5 'wives'!!!

1. Keh Lim ( classmate!!!!! and ugh she the SCO CA !!!!)
2. Jia Le ( Partner SCO )
3. Wei Feng( Partner ASCO )
4. Deanna ( Totally no idea, i get her on tues,thurs,sat sharing with Yu Jie, Kenneth, any many more, open one! LOL )
5. Pei Qin ( SHE FORCE ME ONE!!! Kidding, no idea just decided that we talk a lot and lunch a lot too! )

Im thinking of getting ISSAC as the 6th, since hes so SMEXY but pei qin say cannot go both ways, must consider their feelings! Wa lao, ISSAC!!!!!! :(

Melvin said,' Why i care so much about society, than investment club' I just wanna say that, in loft, all my memories i could recall easily was from BA Society, Bamazing, BArnival, Bamp, Not DPA orientation, not last year BFS Camp, I'm sorry it has grown into me, Iv Club is something i have to stay inside cause of fearing for my attachment, BA Society is something i NEEDED.

With that, i am looking forward to Friday!!! Celebration with Jia le and Wei Feng @ Pizza Hut!!!!What a week to look forward to :)

Local Media

2010-05-02T17:38:00.000-07:00

Was really busy the past few weeks, inspiration to blog kinda died of after awhile, but i got fresh inspiration off facebook!Alright here goes....

I used to watch local drama a lot, then we would call them the 7pm or 9pm shows and discuss about the characters and plot. I grew up, found greater interest in sci fi, liked english less and advertisements less too.

Hello people, I didnt say local media suck, their genre just didnt appeal to me.

Lets explore a few reasons why mediacorp do what they do:
1)Singapore Population : 5 million

See, with such a small domestic market,it is hard to have so many different things going on at once, everyone would most probably stick to a few channels. Hence most likely you get the normal drama shows, where its more heartfelt cause it appeals to most people.

2)Talent Pool

Lets face it people, you said it yourself, u are sick of every malay citizen winning the singapore idol etc,etc. I actually dare say that singapore actually is more talented then most country, why? More hardworking( or pushed), more competitive envrionment, u get the best brought out in you.Small country = lesser people = naturally smaller talent pool.

3) Singapore focus

In the past, singapore had to develop itself, hence it put a lot of emphasize on technical education, so that people can work in industrial areas, those people are our parents, they learnt it the hard way, study hard, good job = stable living, this thinking exists till today. I am under that influence too, maybe a few well to do parents have their kids learn piano, but if the kid were to pursue piano as a career, how many would agree?

4) Our expectation, comparison

Every artist, went thru critism, they handle it and come up better then they were.Lets see what u compare people with, Local artists with INERNATIONAL Artists, Local Football with EURO football, you see the the HUGE contrast ladies and gentlemen? yes thats what our aspring atheletes and artists have to face everyday, the good old singaporean critism.

No, im not asking u people to support the local media, I still dont plan on watch local drama. Im just warning those of the next big thing, people said singapore didnt make it, we become one of the most competitive country, and as you can see, we are one hell of a competitive state, i actually think we want to win in EVERYTHING, so let the art schools build up, and see how things goes, dont say i didnt warn you guys :)

AWESOME 18th

2010-04-23T10:04:00.001-07:00

Thats another thing i can tick off my new year resolution.

So this is a story of my 18th birthday, where I was surprised when I thought I could never be.

So it was 12.00am and all the wishes started pouring in, except from a few special people. I replied as many as I could personally, but sleepliness got me and I went to bed. Woke up and checked sms, still got none, did tutorials, went for lesson, STILL NONE!

Note that I brought an extra shirt for cake face etc... I went to dance for fund, NONE, they dun wish me, dun talk nth. Like they couldnt be bothered, but then i thought i remember rachel running over to block the view of the room when i walked pass on monday, and i saw that starbucks bag, where is my tumbler? I stayed for as long as i could, but seems like whatever it was, it wasnt for me, i went for a MEETING, yes on my birthday.

Sit there stonned, thinking about what i did to upset those dear to me, i hardly heard what was going on due to some, decisions. Clarence asked me if i was alright, but i lied and said i was okay, i couldnt wait to just go home and just lie down.
I got home, I thought even further i really couldnt think of anything. Mentally drained, i decided that it was the worst 18th i had and just went to bed...

Sleeps clears many thing, i was just okay with the fact that my 18th sucked w/e. Went for lecture, left lecture and woah, no 1 forgot me,there was 18 small cakes awaiting me and hahah what i needed most now, a frying pan :D my classmates didnt forget me!Yes Melvin i was disturbed when u and peh yu wasnt the first few to wish me when we are all online on msn!!!

I dreaded going to the BBQ, cause u know ya i thought they are upset with me so i didnt want to show my face and make things worse, but my as landed up there, and towards the end, haha i remember, Benson with his signature cheeky smile saying,
'Leon you think we forget right!' It was a tumbler alright, BUT hahaha i will be always reminded of this instance,cause its this design your own tumbler thingy, and there is a group photo of imBAStards in it :D cute right, now i am bring them to all my lecture, tutorials, everywhere!!! :D

In case you were lazy and only read the last part, this bithday was so awesome because, when i thought that i wounlnt be surprised one bit, my friends, by some randomness with no coordination pull the same thing on me, and thus gave me one of the MOST PLEASANT suprises. See the power of MORE THAN ONE! Leon gets owned on his 1th birthday, FLAT, by people he loves, and cause of this, he loves them even more :)

Making it big

2010-04-17T07:48:00.000-07:00

What does it takes for you to turn that thought in your head into action?

An experience? Inspiration? or just that moment of rush?

You see, in my school, there are people who really are doing something with their lives-doing things to their potential, and there are people who just want to get by and get things over and done with.

When you were young, you want to do everything, but you dont have the ability to because your body is limited as it is still growing. When you grow up, your body is ready, but your mind is already too lazy to do anything. You go like : aiya next time la, now still young how to accomplish anything?! few more years, my time will come. You keep saying that until you are in your deathbed : maybe I'm not supposed to do anything big, thats not god's plan for me.

Talent, Do you need to be born with it?

Yes, I'll admit once in a while you see in the news a genius who can play instruemtns, solve some question at unbelieveable age. But please see again, if you were to follow their lives, did they make it big? They are just another one hit wonder. Ever wonder why some artists stay around for long while some die off after awhile. Its either their publicist really did a good job or else they simply just had passion for what they are doing. So how big a part does talent play in this? I would dare say minor.

School is starting for many people, in poly its a new chapter for everyone else, freshmens, graduates, those graduating and those in their 2nd year. No matter your past, I hope you start this new semester with a good mindset. Keep that passion burning!

Balance

2010-04-09T20:50:00.000-07:00

Well, something really struck me this morning, when i was just thinking about things. See, people always ask, why cant the world be simple? why cant it just be perfect? make things a little easier, we would have a better life.

let me start you with a thought, imagine that u can code your DNA, remove all your 'defects' before u are borned, u will be destined for success, you will me smart, beautiful, perfect. Then think again, if there are no children borned with life changing defects, where would symphaty, inspiration and many more come from?

So we get the idea, maybe it isnt really a good thing that every one has it easy, but still its unfair some people make it big in life, they get the good stuff, money, fame, why not me?

Well then, before you complain any further, can you be sure that u are ready for all that success? Lets say if this is all a game, and i am the game master, u question my fairness, and i will just and you 'success' trust me, if u cant handle it, it will just flow right through your hands.

I feel just feel that, the world works in a balanced way, like how gamers like their games to be 'balance' to be fair to everyone, and only people who have what it takes can get more out of it. Some examples, to have a great amount of love, you have to be able to handle great amount of pain, fame with shame. You get the idea.

So next time, dont give excuses when u cannot bear the equal and opposite effects of what u want. the world is more or less fair in most, if not all ways you dont have to be a grand parent to realize this if this random 18 year old can.

just my 2 cents, dont be offended :)

2010-04-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

*blows off the dust on this blog*

Okay Major update, cause i think i really need someone to talk to, but then again i dunno who to talk to. So may things happened during the month of preparation and the actualy event, some good, some bad. All i want to say is i sincerely apologise, i really i can do this in person, but i really dont know who i may have offened during this period. And i would want to thank those who were there to support me and keep me going through this tough time.

Kinda forgot what i want to blog about seriously, my brain is sleeping, just gonna sleep to feed it and then get ready for a new sem, its bye bye year 1 hello year 2, also bye bye to a lot more things, but somethings maybe u can never say bye to it, cause its just too hard.

2010-02-17T06:14:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY people! ( meant to say bitches decided to play nice)

umm CNY was great, i ate a lot food, i should expect an increase in weight if not i will be pissed. Life is good as always, eating more, 9 hours sleep.

the exams are nearing, but i think im really done studying, like really. but since i got time, never hurt to be more sure.

i wanna go msia again real soon, to shop probably, or eat that portugese egg tart before my concession expires... im really an idoit i guess -.-

"if only u can see that im only a phantom for i have drown in my tears when u werent around to pull me out"

Music

2010-02-15T17:41:00.001-08:00

one not an emo just because one loves screamo,hardcore
one not a clubber just because one loves dance,RnB, hip hop
one not a world hater/unholy just because one listens to black/death metal
one not a medevial idoit just because one listens to power metal

we are influenced by music, not defined, for those who only listens to ******** and judge us, play god and judge all you want.

cause the fact is, not even your god can judge us

CNY @ Brandon's

2010-02-13T01:33:00.000-08:00

brandon's PJ CNY Party. Had steamboat for dinner and went down for KTV in BOXERS. Its okay that people were outside the KTV place, but its not okay that they are from Ngee Ann and recognised BRANDON, (EHHHH THAT ONE, NP BA ONE!) So we sang and sang, pooled and went back up.

All i kinda remembered was watching "Hi, My sweetheart" whie they gambled until 2 am, head hurts like mad, apparently drinking help, but decided to sleep instead. I really think i cant ton already....

Woke up at 9am, everyone asleep, so, what i do? watch more episodes, and went home, completed the series. happy and touched, it didnt exactly have a sell out ending? No matter what i liked the show a lot.

Now have to go get ready for dinner @ Aunty Rita's amazingly enough my mum is comming along, really hope she would be careful with her words and not quarrel with her sister, and also my aunties becareful with theirs... rare enough that she is comming already.

Anyways, happy CNY people, have a great holiday, no matter what race u are, just enjoy the holidays and shut up.

there are so many things i wished i could explain, but i think, i never would have the chance. Its not that we didnt loved each other enough, but rather that we were not mature enough to see past each other flaws and dwelled on it. Nevertheless, we moved on and i wish you a great life ahead!

2010-02-11T07:01:00.000-08:00

Went to M'sia to buy CNY clothes today, got to say it was very productive, 2 bottoms a tee( this one says 1 + 1 = 2, PEACE!!!! somewhat along that line la okay) and a belt, cause AH BEE always say my belt not nice :(

anyways, every exam i have a very bad distraction, in the past it was always MMORPGS, Maplestory, Cabal, WoW ( omg omg omg i miss u lots :(!!! ) but nowadays its MANGA and TV SHOWS!

Seriously, it kinda takes my gaming awesomeness away( i kinda miss talking in game lang, UBER 1337 SAUCE ) but well, these shows are a relaxing way for me to feed my fantasy, lets see we got, Heroes, House, How I Met Your Mother, Bones, Fringe, okay boring english shit, NOW im hooked on what every1 was hooked on, 'Hi, My Sweetheart' yeah yeah im behind time whatever, the show is rather, touching... everyone need a good love story now and then! if u cant have one in real life! fantasize! ( I WILL NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY NEGATIVE OUTCOME IF YOU REALLY HEED THIS ADVICE THE WRONG WAY)

anyways, didnt went to celebrate alan's and benjiamin's bday cause i was back in SG at 1830, and was too tried to go all the way to marina sq. so happy 19th to alan and 20th to benjiamin.

alright off to bed now, long day tml. not studying but gonna learn how to make cookies from keryn bro, then probably bring some over for brandon's cny party if she let me have some. Oh Jia Huey is comming back tml !

glad u listened, bon voyage ^^

2010-02-10T03:54:00.000-08:00

Went for the MAS Appreciation Lunch for MONEYsense today, it was quite an experience i'd say, many representives from various prestigious organisation were there. So there were the talks which told us about past events and future events, very amazing a lot of collaboration going on, and u can see the power of networking in action, well, at least for a good cause.

The lunch buffet is, interesting, laksa, satay, and good food. Nice view 30 stories above the ground that the penthouse, 1 word, shiok, it for a while gave u the fantasy of having a party with u and yr bach buds at yr huge balcony.

It was a really short function anyways ( during their lunch time LOL ). didnt go to school for MAEC revision lecture by Mr Kock cause i thought i couldnt make it, so i didnt do the aug 2009 paper.. ahaha

alright time to study!

i did things i was not exactly proud of, but not regret :)

expectations and what they do to you

2010-02-03T04:46:00.000-08:00

so a random post on expectations, because im too full from dinner to study, the sensation in my stomach is just too distracting and feel too good, btw i finally hit the big 60kg, *bows* im gonna continue till i hit 65, hopefully before my big 18!

So, we all know, expectation on our side, the more u have the more dissapointed u will be when it doesnt go your way, but have u ever considered it the other way?

i feel that, there is like two ways, your expectations on something have a negative external impact in addtion to the disappointment u will feel. from my experience, its stress, stress to meet that expectation of that other people, what economist call, a negative externalities

i've come across a few ways to handle it, one is of course to ignore, but how easy is that? next is to DEAL with it, we all live in stressful conditions and we should learn to handle it. and the last one, call me weak willed or a quitter but i personally like this the best, lowering the expectations.

Expectation comes from trust, for example, the more i trust your capability , the higher the expectation i have of your work or the more work i will entrust you with. So if u break the trust or lower the level for trust. Those taking economics, think supply and demand curve, if i lower my "supply of trust", it costs u more "disappointment" to expect that much of me, thus, making a best decision of self interest, u decide not to expect too much of me.

Then it goes back to risk appitite, how much are u willing to put on the line? Recently, i have a troubled friend, who realised that he had to make a choice, to follow his dreams, risking disappointing his family who constantly demands a lot out of him. Or to put that dream aside and lead a mundane life, risk-free. But he left so much things out of the equation: passion, support, youth, so much more! I hope u dont mind me blogging about this, but take a step back and think, maybe things really wouldnt be as hard as it is.

Still, i could be wrong, afterall im not in his shoes. And his parents could really have live long enough to experience that this dream of him could destory him.

Maybe we are all over analyzing things, so to put it simply, when it comes to choice, not of life and death, but regret you did never tried or regret u tried and wasted resources on it. if the costs are bearable, im sure no one would want to regret that they never tried.

So before your smart brain tries to protect you and leads u too your 'goal'. y not ask the brain nicely to pause for a moment, and give the heart a chance to voice its opinion?

-Leon.L

Life

2010-01-31T03:13:00.000-08:00

live life, unjudgded, impossible...
so, live lifem judged.. and don't give a fuck

quick updates

2010-01-25T16:07:00.000-08:00

school is fine,
DSS is a bitch,
i really got full marks for MAEC o.0
things are finally over,
i gained a good brother in a process,
i hope to get another sister now,
DSS is still a bitch,
i cant think of anything else,
im looking forward to friday, Zi Yi hse for steamboat and then go clubbing,
most importantly,

IM AWESOME

2010-01-19T15:55:00.000-08:00

okay because i woke up early, and i cant think of anything else to do but , well, blog?

so lets see, my past few blogs are either extremely cryptic or emotional, wow... Well, i guess there is nothing much i can do about it, if only the heart part is controlled by the brain.

anyways for those who are worried, the awesome guy is really fine. Ah bee is right, being carefree is still the most important part.

seriously, i cbf to blog about happenings, cause i either forget too much or i rather not blog about them? But, MAEC was a breeze, lets just hope its not overconficence!

alright, heading over to school now

unspoken words

2010-01-14T08:09:00.000-08:00

a piece of my heart is with you now, and if you like, use it to have the rest :)

cause im willing to give what he cant...

The Great Battle

2010-01-12T16:26:00.000-08:00

The passionate warriors are eager to fight the great war, in aid of their ally. However, the wiseman council refused, in the interest of the the lives of the warriors.
They both presented their decision to the king, which now he holds the weight of his kingdom on his hand. If he sends out the warrior to battle and it turns well, he would have a long term ally. If all fails, the very foundation of his kingdom could fail within weeks. If he follows the advice given by the wisemen, he could keep his kingdom safe, but may never gain the ally.

The king desperately seeks greater inspiration, however, does it matter? If the ally would immediately ask for assistance, his troop would be mobilised immediately. However, the ruler of their kingdom, too is afraid of bring down another kingdom if all were to fail.

For now the lest the king could do is maybe to just do the least and support the other kingdom in silence, and hope for the best...

2010-01-12T08:25:00.000-08:00

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

When I wake up,
I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget
that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you.

Do you need him? I could be him.
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Someday I'll appreciate in value,
get off my ass and call you...
but for the meantime I'll sport my
brand new fashion of waking up with pants off
at 4:00 in the afternoon.

Do you need him? I should be him.
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.

One,two,three,four!

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

(won't find out) he won't find out
(won't find out) he won't find out

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. (he won't
find out)
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Thank you for the answer :)

2010-01-11T06:30:00.001-08:00

it really sucks to have your mobile service suspended, quite a far bit to tell you, but i guess we really dont have enough time. maybe this avenue is another platform for me to talk to you tonight, or maybe just e mail you, yeah i should just do that

2010-01-08T04:54:00.000-08:00

i dont even know why im blogging this, probably cause there is no one out there that is willing to listen, im comfortable talking to. Tsk, MAEC, double coincidende sucks -.- im enjoying freakonomics too much...

its the 8th day of the new year and a tear escaped my eye, and it sucks, but meh at least its kinda comforting to know that still have the ability to cry >.> the last i remember that a tear actually escaped emotionally, was.. during a fight with someone i cared about at that point of time...

Fuck it... this is a waste of time, cant concentrate on no work

im out!!!!!

2010-01-06T06:14:00.000-08:00

im out im out, okay now, careful and dont fall into any stupid holes!

-my posts gets shorter and shorter

optimism :D

2010-01-03T04:19:00.000-08:00

well, i guess there is nothing i can do about it?

maybe just dont act on it, sounds like a plan!

too fast to say

2010-01-01T05:20:00.003-08:00

will it be too fast to say that i only brought one of you over to 2010? hahaha i guess we shall see :)

Legendary 2010

2009-12-31T13:35:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year Peeps, its 0536 and im still awake :D

so afternoon had investment club meetings, let just say they are quite blah but overall still fun and engage-able. headed over to devo's friend condo for BBQ, started fire etc, people finally came. devo opened out present, hope u like it :D I forgot their names again but the cool NTU people came again! shared with us their progress in an ongoing competition, grats guys for being in the semi finals? Left at around 8

Siao eh and I actually want to celebrate online? cause most probably she cant go out and i got no plans :/ bee and ben going sentosa, which means u cant go home until the service is back. Then daryl asked me if i wanna go join 08/09 which led to this:

Met jit at Boon Keng, waited for daryl to pick us up there, cabbed to evon's workplace.(She is big sister cause she didnt show her banks)
Slacked had ice cream counted down at udders!Showed off to people that their 18th year is over, and mine just begun. The supervisor released Evon early from work! yay :D Went to Hill Brooks to pick FC :D SPANKS hhahahaa then headed on to Hill View mansion, which was already taken down :( so decided to head further down to red house, which i never gotten a chance to enter.

reached downtown and started to walk there, a bunch of people who know that we are going to red house told us that there is nothing there and its not advisable to go there because the police are on patrol. but we just headed there at least for a look.
apparently they followed us and went on to do a lot of stuff around the red house, which is super crazy....

managed to shake them off after awhile, drove to someplace around bedok for supper :D
had cheese fries and mushroom soup, a lot of msg -.- finished the supper and our 3 handsome drivers proceeded to send us home :D

Now off for some sleep before i face 2010 :D

goodbye 2009 :D it has been great

2009-12-30T17:40:00.001-08:00

its only the morning but im already posting this, but hey, its the whole year we are talking about! one day wont make much difference

2009 was great, O level results was still okay, the whole DPA process was good( Love shanty and val to awesome levels), i feel that there is some kinda elitism in some areas >.> im not naming people, first relationship, lets just say i learnt a lot and had memories :D then BAOC'09 where i got to know mainly Jit, Xian Kai,wei an, and SDENF Angela. The first investment club meeting where i met the whole 3 generation Ex-Co. Tom and Dick ( Peh Yu and Melvin) , My classmates. Then society 09/10. blah blah clique sisters ( when do i get invited to outings! ), iDare sept 2009 ( you guys are just an awesome bunch :D),TCP awesome generation, then imBAStards <3, followed by Society SCOs.

cant believe im actually doing this. so, i would like to thank everyone who made my 2009 such a great year, I am sorry if i upset you. And you are welcomed if i made your year awesome too :D

Now its time for us to look forward to 2010 that is comming soon....

stay tuned...

Highlights:

BAOC'10
Leon's Awesome 18th

<3 imBAStards

2009-12-29T20:22:00.000-08:00

because we care enough to camwhore this much :D

Sis's Big Day! Frankie outing

2009-12-28T18:40:00.000-08:00

Okay so ytd was really cool kay!

I woke up after 'dying' in my dreams, apparently only i found it cool :( oh ya i jumped out of a building too last night, twice but i can remember the other details >.>

ALRIGHT so firstly congratulation to my dearest SISTER, Valerie Foo Min! for comming in Second in CHA CHA CHA and Fourth in Rumba, may you now have all the recognition u need to bring your dancing to another level! U were quite hesitant when dancing during the comp BUT I STILL like the cute wink okay :D keep improving.

Left during the 1 hr break, didnt wanna be too late for frankie outing, so headed down to town to find them, turns out i was early. Wasted crap loads of time before deciding to have dinner at the cartel. Their St louis Pork Rib, omg i still remember the name, ITS AWEESOME, i told u guys to eat with hands rmb! its tha bomb.

Zhi Xian LAO BU and Charissa Mush Head came over later to find us, I know, they miss me a lot luh i too awesome. ( Actually they came for the many iDare people in the outing ) Wanted to catch sherlock homes , but there are no seats left and we got too many people with curfew :( so decided to drop it. Went outside PS to HTHT! so we talked and talked. I got DAO-ed by Aaron Kang, Sam, and Benedict. Left for home at 9 then talk again with imBAStards till like 1 plus till i cannot tahan and tell them i wanna sleep >.<

my biggest weakness is that i need to sleep early.....

2009-12-27T02:14:00.001-08:00

yup its all a mistake, just walked out of one and had to just friggin fall right into another one, what the f is wrong with me?!

Mistake

2009-12-26T18:07:00.000-08:00

there was a little boy who loved to share, he'd share his favourite toys with his best friends. they would spend time playing together and have fun. the boy loved his friends so much that he gave almost all his toys to his friends.

now, he misses them, he only can be happy and see them when he sees his friends. but when he had to part, he'd feel sad...

how he wished that they could always be around him... but that is too much to ask... maybe his toys could remind them of him...

2009-12-25T04:44:00.001-08:00

what have i done....

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T00:28:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to those i Love, Loved or will Love. U know who you are ;D

Alright so last night had an unexpected HTHT over msn with Rachel,Ben and BEE BEE, love them TTM la. So excited, we are meeting every thursday to STUDY ( YES YES YES GOT EXCUSE TO MUGGGGG * NERD ALERT * )

Today is christmas, but its different, its the first one which i didnt pass by celebrating it raiding in WoW. To some extent, im glad that i managed to quit gaming, which was some sort of my resolution. I did get into a relationship, tho it didnt go well, im glad for the memories. haaha results wise, epic fail 3.63 cumulative GPA, but meh its cool, im keeping it at 3.8 till i graduate, ahh a new years resolution!!!!

Oh this is what i got so far :

As above: 3.8 GPA and above
Gain weight, Target : 65kg
Group 8 OWN BAOC
Treat those i love better, less sarcasm and a more respect
Have an awesome 18th birthday

Now, off to draw up a plan for my FMS project tml :D

Window

2009-12-18T07:49:00.000-08:00

im too far away, cant see if the window is open or closed and im too afraid to go close and see, cause it may be closed....

Responsibility

2009-12-13T04:22:00.000-08:00

Okay Imma rant a little...

I am not bearing responsibility if anyone thought that I was a mugger/geek whatever and be disappointed or get freaked out w/e when I'm actually bigger than that.

Hey, if you made those judgement, don't give me the "it takes two hands to clap" shit

Learn that School life =/= Social Life

Face it, I'm just one of those guys people can't stereotype, and when Singaporeans can't stereotype, we get all judgmental. I am too, but at least keep a fucking open mind about it.

The reason i sleep a lot and never miss sleep

2009-12-12T01:30:00.000-08:00

Firstly, I got nothing else to do, really. Abit no social life, but then again, I do have a lot of friends in NP -.- I'm high "I" after all. Maybe I don't have life outside school LOL !

Next, I recovered from a fever in 4 hours ( 4am - 8am ), woke up feeling super cold, turned off the air con, pop pills sleep, next thing I know it was 8 am and I'm awesome.

Now, don't u people wanna sleep early now?

Steamboat with sis and shaun later, lets see how punishment this body can take ;D

lost

2009-12-10T05:17:00.000-08:00

dont know what i want anymore.....

2009-12-04T18:55:00.000-08:00

I am not growing up for anybody

Me Myself and I

2009-11-28T06:34:00.000-08:00

“I love only myself and fight only for myself”

"I fight for my sake only and live to love no one but myself"

-Gaara

Different

2009-11-26T18:30:00.001-08:00

Woke us this morning and things definitely felt different, its this like changes insider of u that u cant really comprehend, but you know its there.

e learning week was retarded as mentioned earlier due to e assignments, but meh self learning can really be useful hahaha, i havent caught up totally with studies, but i got time, and im using them :D

soon, i shall sever this accursed affection for you...

Destroy

2009-11-26T07:02:00.001-08:00

Quick random post before I get back to DSS tutorial -.-

E-learning week sucks,but then again gave me a lot of free time to catch up with work and of course, hang out with my sister val! hahaha we meet people we knew and just tell them that we are siblings, then they give us the -.- face when they realise that we are not blood related. Means we sounded like we mean it eh sis!

alright gonna head back to work! cause the next 2 day might not be free >.<

"I want to... Destroy the world..."

Red Camp 6!!!

2009-11-22T06:48:00.000-08:00

Okay this is the promised,detailed post on red camp 6!

Day 1:

Okay so it was day one of red camp, was quite nervous and all. I hardly talk 1 on 1 to any camper, all i could was help out by shouting to all of them, " MY NAME IS LEON " or else it would be helping Ning or Faith with admin stuff.

So got the campers for sub tribe 6,headed to SoE, which was quite, erm, interactive, but personally to me, i am annoyed by one of the delegates there who sat around my tribe 6 campers. Its cool that he is mingling with the girls and all, but the following is a personal attack, DUDE YR FRIGGING HUGE, BLOCKING UP THE PATH AND ALL, yr job is done, they completed the activity, let the SL do their job. But well, since i was told to be nice, i was nice until i posted the above.

Had KFC for lunch, where i know Ben and Joseph better, these 2 jokers can eat, A LOT

Went to adventure park, nth much just walk walk, then the Loft@94, also nothing much, maybe just wanna say that Joseph got amazing memory. Then next is CC where the adventure seekers 'excites' us, CBF to post their activity.

Day 1 ended with promises of Jack and Rai and Poloboys on day 2. Crashed at 10.15

Day 2

Day 2 was quite hectic, it was gonna be a long day, first up we headed over to FMS which i saw my dearest sister :D tour and all, then headed over to HMS. We 'DID' the panda hahaha and then watch the awesome puppet show and the CUI magic show. had a lot of free time so spammed campers with cheers : GG

Breeks for lunch, as usual Joseph had more than 1 serving.

Went on to HS and LSCT, may i just say that their tour was the most interactive, entertaining of all, it gives a brief highlight of their courses, well done!

Had free time again, so spammed more cheer!!!!! cheer and bday songs hahahahahah so fun!

Went back CC again, for the promised stuff then dinner, finally mass dance until 8 where the campers were released. SLs stayed back to rehearse for SL thank you. Crashed at 11.15

Day 3

THE day has come, this is it, all or nothing. First stop of the day was BA! Meet my awesome friends and classmate from BAenvoys. Had a lot of time to do cheer, the whole ourspace was filled with Apaches cheers :D Switched over to ICT where i met the Sad Jing Fang Complaining about Shaun leaving NP

Lunched at outside LT 24 where i saw rachel and sisters! Rained heavily, many places in ngee ann was flooded, Atrium, Makan Place, even the LT, LT22 we seek shelter in was leaking water lol. Taught the Nin-che cheer and got the campers hyped up for cheer of!

Finally went back to CC, and came the idols. Finally the cheer offs. all we knew was to give it our all, we had the coordination advantage due to small size, but we would be soft, so we need to be LOUD, BOOMMMZZ, our ally, also our strongest opponent, ninja was super threatening...nevertheless... we overcame the odds and defended our title, making us 3 time Best Tribe in Red Camp History... We, are proud of u fellow apaches!

the finale came and it concluded the red camp, i rather not comment on hop night cause its rather lame hahhaha

Finally for all campers, future campers who reads this, i hoped that red camp has helped u in your decision making for your future education especially if you are choosing ngee ann poly, in the midst of listening to information, i hope u were also able to experience the culture of the different schools, please do note that we are very different! so if you are coming to NP next year ( Especially the DPA ones that i havent seen, cept for u Joel) See u @ NP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also, those coming to school of BA, SEE U PEOPLE AT BAOC'10

Red Camp 6

2009-11-19T08:20:00.000-08:00

Red camp 6 was AWESOME, loved everything, but leon is super tired now cause its 2hrs 21 mins pass his bedtime. Shall make a full post on red camp,FLW,outing etc when im free!

Deep

2009-11-18T07:09:00.001-08:00

I'm in too deep and i cant get out. Can anyone guide me?

Red Camp Day 1

2009-11-17T05:57:00.000-08:00

Okay, day one was super fun, just that like cheryl said, all SLs could have done better, nevertheless we got tips on how to start convo, its to get feedback also, y didnt i think of it, damn -.-!!!

Hope day 2 will be better !!! :D:D:D:D

contentment

2009-11-14T15:35:00.001-08:00

I consistently tell myself that what i have now is more than enough, there is nothing more i could ask for.

Not to inflict pain on others ( mentally, emotionally ) just to liberate myself off some of mine.

i thank those around me for standing by me through the darkest times.

And with that shall come contentment

Changes

2009-11-13T19:41:00.000-08:00

I'll let this heart ache until it decides to fail...

I just wanna live

2009-11-12T05:50:00.001-08:00

blogging w/ I just wanna live - good charlotte on repeat.

today was BArnival, things were well until it rained, really badly, but the wet weather
plan was still okay, we managed to make people focus on the dunking machine, thanks to
the 2 lecturers who volunteered to get dunked to create a crowd :D

bread eating competition was umm i didnt really wanna watch haha but grats to fairy for winning!!!

im back at home, cause i was really tired sleeping at loft, super cold and uncomfortable...

'im paranoid of the people i meet, why are they talking to me, y cant any 1 see...
I JUST WANNA LIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE'

my life has just too much drama, really miss all boys school time... plain fun hahahaha

ending of BArnival marks begining of FLW and red camp, ending of those mark the start of me
settling my personal issues, which would suck. normally, i just shove them some where, my luck
settles it for me. (for those who knows, i swear, i hope red camp helps, one way or another)
but i hopes it helps one way rather than another :D

the following is random: but i really would like to make out passionately with a hottie right now..
i blame too much mixes from daryl during my stay in loft, but yr free to think what u like :D

10 Pm and im of to beddddd, nights all....

@loft

2009-11-10T16:50:00.001-08:00

bored post at the loft since every1 is either still asleep or already out for classes

lets see, the past few days were quite fun, trying to do tutorials/study with the company of imBAS? resistance is futile, but still im always the earliest to sleepm just last night , i feel asleep at 10 sharp lol while they were talking-.-

not really in the mood to study so i guess i shall just do some DSS lessons so that i got less stuff to do later, i know i know, im a geek w/e just cannot stand around n do nth...

I like the better days when I had options, carefree...

2009-11-08T07:10:00.000-08:00

"i wanna be a girl/gay, end of story, good bye"

2009-11-07T15:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a long, fun filled day packed with fat rich food. Apaches outing @ Bukit Timah Pizza Hut and iDare outing @ Fish&Co Glasshouse.

so my day started out with jie convincing me to take a drink she made when she simply said,' it will help u gain weight' cause the fact is, Leon lost 1 kg -.- and it made a lot of difference? my pants were slightly looser...FML

headed on to BArnival meeting, did some stuff and went off for apaches outing!( oi! oi! oi! oi! oi!) vanessa was outside waiting, not bothering to call up the possible people that could be on time like us. Iqbal was already waiting inside hahaha.

Ate pizza and kept talking, but was quite left out because i was either worrying about Society or Investment club, Devonna! i got commitment okay.. or ambassadors were talking about their people and matchmaking them.

left at around 1615, vanessa and i bussed down to douby ghaut, and we were very early, so we decided to head to PS and walk walk.. where she was captivated by this collector's weapon shop thingy. her itchy hands were all over the displays without a 'Do not touch sign'

when we left the place and wanted to head over to the mrt to meet the rest, we bumped into max and hui yi, then waited for rachelle THEN shao xi. Then another super long wait for people THEN finally dinner! shared fish and chip with vanessa cause we both agreed that pizza hut was too filling. Sure enough, we finished the food and it was okay, i didnt feel hungry till now ( morning of next day )

sat outside fish&Co. for like one hour plus to decide where to go, before a few of us decided to go home while the rest go and drink or something. The bed was awesome... sleep awesome-R looking forward to sentosa outing today!

zero proximity with u physically does not make up for the thousands of mile i am apart from u, mentally, spiritually and emotionally...

2009-11-06T03:56:00.000-08:00

LMS was super boring today, Calla and I were just surfing the net. I swear, although im not gonna free ride LMS, but im certainly depending on Calla and Feng Ling.

So i managed to complete DSS Task 2 ( round of applause ) LMS= more self learning with DSS!

went over to the booth to slack, ended up there from 1-6, managed to complete MAEC tutorial 3 : unemployment

Told jie about it, she gave the same reply. Its either i think differently from others or something, but i guess i will take her advice in mind :D

long day tml, meeting in the morning, apaches outing, then iDare dinner off to finish bstat before it will never be done!

surprise after no surprise

2009-11-05T05:44:00.000-08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Peh Yu! hope you liked the presents hahaha!

School was extra tiring today, cause the huge DSS textbook was in my bag, but it was lighten up by someone. We ordered pizza, Miss Chee is actually super nice she allowed us to eat, breaking her own rules of saying that she will not tolerate eating in class. Slightly interacted with the 3 other classmates more now not too bad.

Investment club sub com interviews... i only interviewed 3 people, 2 were soloed by me. Oh and that peck khee almost killed herself by saying,' Leon interviewed me!' out loud. Interview 101, if you know/are aquatinted with the person interviewing you, dont say out! Anyways hope those who deserved to get into the committee manages to get thru. Lighten my workload ( which is almost nth la lol )

Went thru interviewees after that till quite late, small meeting then headed back home alright 10 soon, gonna sleepppp

Just barely after a wave have crashed onto the shore, another followed shortly after...

2009-11-03T15:33:00.001-08:00

I dont really know what to say, how to express these mixed feelings... all i could do is summarize it was above,'Just barely after a wave have crashed onto the shore, another followed shortly after' Its an attempt to translate the chinese saying that before a crisis had ended, another on hits again.

There is no actual pin pointing of this, it kinda applies to all things, what a bummer.
seriously, i cant wait for BArnival, Red Camp,Financial Literacy Week to end. And during those events, I make sure that i party HARD i definately deserve it, then go back to catching up on schoolwork then focus on school and gradnight and eventually, BAOC :D:D:D:D:D!!!!!

Jit has only TP left to get his bike license, i get to be the first passenger!!!!! yay! hahaha

"I've been sober for far too long to get drunk now... A little will get me drunk"

BAMP Trail

2009-11-01T06:38:00.000-08:00

BAMP Trial was great, content aside, cause obviously I can tell you guys what happened, or else there is nothing u all could look forward. Bottomline : It will be fun, COME!

Okay so what made me liked this dry run so much? To be true, I'm amazed how bonded 08/09 are and it was always a mystery to me. Fact is, it lies in dry run. In dry run, we are bonded in our own mini camp, a retreat from school, people start talking to each other more ( HTHT :DDD ) Had lots of fun going out for supper, talking crap, gossiping...

Quite bumped that this is our last dry run for things, until DPA Orientation and BAOC!!!!!

changes of me

Another typical day, Happy Birthday Cheryl!

2009-10-29T06:08:00.000-07:00

Alright, just came back from Cheryl's birthday surprise. it was all good, we managed to trick her with the fake present, and she was happy with her actual present! Credits to Zenn!

DSS today was, ROFLOLMAOMFG, we were totally lost sheeps... now I am feeling the pressure being the leader ( FML i should have insisted on NOT being the leader ) we were totally clueless? but nvm, I am gonna learn the Key functions for the tasks from someone in society over this weekend and teach my teammates. Then slowly go through lessons myself. So much for great power ( yeah right ) come with responsibility, no wonder Uncle Parker died....

ALRIGHT, I think people are gonna give me an intervention soon? Cause I realized how bad my chinese is already? And I constantly talk like people in american TV shows ( House,Barney,Joey ) Okay I'm hooked onto american TV, so what?! trust me, if korean and jap dramas were in english you people would be doing the same!

tomorrow is BAMP Trail, and I need to pack my bag!!! Here comes an e mail from Foong Chin reminding us about the indemnity form...

Problems

2009-10-28T18:17:00.000-07:00

Was relating to a few 'emos' in my life, so hey, maybe i could help a bit, provided they read this.

Firstly, guys dun be too concerned with yr lifestory. As much as might be ashamed of it., I NEVER forget this : It is your life story, your experiences that shaped who you are today. would you want to change anything? A normal contented person would say 'NO' so the point is be contented with what u have.

Okay the school term is starting, people are complaining about backstabbing schoolmates in CCAs,classes whatever. OKAY PEOPLE, face it, who is not a two or more headed snake in this world. I dare admit even I myself, am a two face. Yes, I prefer to get on the good side with people cause apparently i really like people? Two facing, not only protects your self but when used correctly, it protects the world. Of course its how you take it :D

So don't be too concerned with what u are, or what people are. To your part, contribute, trust me, things will get better naturally :D

and to those cute souls out there, stop whining ( i mean it ) and do your damn work, dun complain complain and no work done! try do finish.... THEN, complain ^^

" Don't explain yourself to anyone. Because, those who likes you don't need it, and those who dislikes you won't believe it."

Closure

2009-10-26T16:58:00.000-07:00

Daddy is back, and as awesome as ever :D

na na na na, na na na na, hey hey hey, Goodbye!

Worlds Collide

2009-10-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

FinEx yesterday was a blast! had lots of fun!

imBAStards Rocks! Bee Kian Benson Rachel Shawn and I :D

For pictures, please refer to BK's And Rachel' blog!

Had NTU IIC and NP IC outing next at sakae sushi, was fun talked quite a lot and learnt about the Uni life, quite close to poly's except that its much more competitive

went over to one fullerton starbucks ! out usual study place, gonna miss this place since devonna dun need to study already, but lets hope melvin,peh yu and i will keep this tradition alive and pass it on :D

Went over to watch the view with peh yu, talked about our dreams, melvin joined later and this is what we aim to be. Live in the new marina bay finance sector's residential area, work there too, and play at the casino.

sure now it can be a dream, but who knows we might be the 3 well known bachelors of singapore :P

okay okay enough of those dreams stuff, we had our first meeting with our 2 new additions, Agnes and Thomas! Agnes is the sectary and Thomas is the Logi head :D
Hope to know them better :D Thomas have more or less slightly bonded with us? hope we can get to bond more.

Kenneth Default Face have joined my department, Welfare. So I guess I wasnt that bad a leader during ITB project???? ( I STILL FEEL GUILTY FOR THAT B/B+ GRADE PROJECT?! FML )

Went for suppar at lau pat sat, cool life band, sang songs of almost every known language in singapore. Devo treated us to dessert :D:D:D:D:D

and melvin really did me a great favor but blurting out things just like that, but i guess it cant be helped. We are really retarded extroverts? we can never keep things to ourselves hahaha. Kenneth, if u see this, remember to keep mum about what u heard.

Bid our goodbyes and bused home...

i really wish that it isnt you, so that things could have been way simpler.

2009-10-19T17:35:00.001-07:00

I loved/Hated my first day school.

My MAEC lecturer totally help me AA, thanks a lot arh. Calla became my 5min girlfriend -.- wtf right! Haiz but still, managed to wish jasper happy birthday! and Mr Pon also hahahha,

Ah Soh! RMB ARH no GPA4.0, no lam pa :P

Then went to Celebrate, Min Zhi, Jasper and Yu Han's bday all together! happy birthday again guys :D

Went for BSTAT Lecture and then went to discuss things with Melvin and Peh Yu, then went for Xian Kai's surprise party.

To my HUGE surprise, every1 was in uniform, and i was guilty for being against the idea eariler, cause during DPA I smsed every1 to wear, but not all of T01 did :| 08/09 totally different amazing bonded, so we celebrated xian kai's bday, played kiddie games hahaha and open presents!

then we camwhored for... very long Year 3s! Year 2 & 1 ( Cause im the only year1 ! LOL ) Gabrielites! Girls! Boys! Bengs and Lians! just a lot.

BK is so jealous, but nvm, next time just go only arh :D

you are everywhere...

2009-10-18T16:39:00.000-07:00

Awesome Generation outing was, well AWESOME.

Thanks for the company guys!

And also thanks everyone who made my almost funless holiday a blast! If I have that much fun in only a week, its no surprise that u all hate the fact that school is starting...

Yeap today is the first day of school, I hope I'm ready? Cause I always feel weird, insecure-ish when its the first day, until I'm assured that everyone is doing the same things, and things are almost like they used to be... ERM yeah ALMOST LIKE THEY USED TO BE LOL!!!!

Alright guys! All the best for your new semester! ALL CHIONG GPA 4.0 ( HUAT ARH ) ( LIKA WOOO)

and i cant wait, to see you again

2009-10-17T03:26:00.000-07:00

Listen to the song over and over again because it seemed like the singer was the only one who understood how i felt. Every word, every line fits in so perfectly..

So, now that I accept this fact that this has happened, whats next?

2009-10-15T19:50:00.001-07:00

before i suffer from a mental breakdown, i better blog about something else to get my mind off... things..

So, Monday i had BBQ, with TA29, which main consists of DPA T01 accountancy people :D. I went there after the gradnight meeting. We ate , we talked, Tom Dick and I complained, but hey guys, we will pull through right? We are like damn zai okay!
Later in the night i was asked by Wei Kian to crash "Your Mother"'s BBQ night so why not, hey they got booze..

Went to gym and swim with jasper, huang, nigel apparently i AM that slow, thanks guys. Saw the Year 2 BFS senior, Wei Hao and Yong Ziang, so went to the BBQ with them. So we BBQed, I was called a lightbulb between Kian and Vanessa. I forgot how, it ended up with only me and Van on the pit, cooking chicken wings and satay, that smart fella say marinated chicken dun ned butter hahaha. We injured each other later that night, she accidentally cut my finger with the tong LOL and i hit her head when i she said ' jumpshot' and i jumped XD.

Now, we started drinking, i swear its a biggest mistake ever. So much things happened, I forgot some, remembered some. Not just that it was super uncomfortable that i was wasted and Merlioning like mad. Fighting against sleepiness is retarded, so Sleepiness + Influence of Alc = really drunk walking even though u can think. Too much to say and dont want to say somethings..

Bused home and slept at 0730, woke up at 1330 and went to school for gradnight meeting, again. But this time, it was super fun, Ms Tan and Ms Koh are like, funny hahahaha( Or Ms tan's baby :P)

Apparently there was no TF Ownage outing anymore so I went home.

Combined carnival meeting, went quite well, talked to Ms Lim about displays later, not too bad still quite hopeful of it.

Went down to meet the iDare people :D Had Aston for lunch, watch Pandorum, which totally sucked, not scary at all... i rather watch phobia 2 again and laugh the shit out of myself.

Rushed down to airport to giv my SCO jit a surprise, the plan was a surprise in a surprise, we ask jit along to airport on pretext of receiving the imBAS TRM back from their china trip, but then we will whip out a cake and woo. But jit decided to not show up at the last minute. Still, Supper was fun! I chao lao again, youngest in the whole grp.

I want to sleep until everything settles... when you are out of my system, you...dont...belong...here...

2009-10-15T08:40:00.001-07:00

19 Nov, Everything kinda ends on that day, gotta stay strong till that day. Things will all be fine after that day, Protect the Heart(s), good job brain :D

2009-10-14T06:38:00.000-07:00

not gonna post until i can post something decent... mixed feelings, doubts, fears... sucks

2009-10-10T03:45:00.001-07:00

Disappeared for the whole week due to TCP camp , Apaches Tribe video and then meeting + Outing.

So here are a few things.

I have definitely became a better person inside due to TCP camp!
I know more people and got loads more friends :D ( High Is ftw baby)
Know loads more about myself and gonna change how i do things from now on!
I will be busy doing IC and IMBAS stuff... so if i dont make it or be very late for outings... I apologise..

Okay shall highlight a few things of TCP camp. Hmm lets see, i told people about my life story and a few who stayed up on the 2nd night about my love life felt really good and it answered some unanswered question. And i also wanna thank cheryl for giving me honest feedback with regards to the relationship part. Thanks man no one really told me those and i was avoiding it in my mind the whole time. These mistakes are just gonna make my future better :D

Slept at 4 am and woke up at around 7.45 and completed the last day of TCP camp, i'd say the performance by mentors were really well. You can never get to on the road to success if you dont bring along with u the right mindset.

Hope thats not revealing anything about the activities of the camp, dont wanna get screwed!

Chatted with mano while waiting for the time to pass, really enjoyed the chatting hahahah! then played around with Keann's skateboard embarrassing myself in front of NRA and other people at the atrium hahaha still hard fun! had dinner at makan place and every1 was staring at me cause i got a balloon on my head, tied to my cap hahaha.
Vanessa,Si Sui,Ning,Gerald joined us later.

Then went on to shooting the tribe video. Thanks to the Chief SLs, Ning, Faith and Si Hui, Keann and everyone else for expressing their concerns for the half as awesome as usual guy, me. But i believe now i can stay up late more often ! :D

i was left behind with the crew -.- but something fun happened, Keann, Kenan, Simon, Lyonn pissed on the road, on the white line hahahaha super funny, keann's one was the biggest puddle.

Went back to school afterwards, showered and slept on the couch, apparently many things happened, i heard a few things here and there? beyond that i was dead asleep.

Woke up, had breakfast with the fellow year ones erisson, mano, vanessa! wanted to film more but would be late for meeting! so rushed home, changed and headed down to city hall.

Had lunch with shannon and hush ( they watched me eat) at Qi Ji and then met Bih Shean, Sylvia, Zi yi, Rachel. Discussed about the budget at Mos burger and what to ask the person later at Supper Club.

Went to supper club shortly, I would say, its THE AWESOMEST PLACE for any nightlife u wanna have. Its not a club actually, but u can dance if u want to! Had a drink on the house, non-alc but its a good enchanced version of the orange juice.

discussed a few things with Sebastian, learning a lot from him also. Evon joined us and went to cam whore with rachel and hush -.- shawn and en ping came too.

then waited, LITTERALLY WAITED with shawn, en ping, zi yi, shannon for people to come to the outing, till like 8 pm -.- had dinner together at Changing Appetite :D nice food, beautiful imBAS people!

Choing-ed home to sleep afterwards

2009-10-04T06:14:00.000-07:00

Shopping with Shanty and Val was productive, bought 2 berm and a shirt that says 'TOTALLY AWESOME' its gonna be my favorite shirt of all time?

Had a great bitching session at star bucks, but we dont mean anything we said there right guys? cause what i said was super, EVIL hahahah!

RA/POKEMON outing today, epic phail,but still the 7 warriors who went made the best out of our outing :D cycled and watch movie 'FAME'

So much things to do, Grad Night 2010 + Combined Carnival Budget. Apaches Tribe video. And whatever the hell I am supposed to do in IC?

2009-10-01T18:12:00.000-07:00

You make me feel as if I was running in circles, every time I try to run away from you, I always end up with you right in front of me. Funny thing is that I always see you smiling beautifully, whether I was running away from or running towards you, assuring that you will always be there for me...

2009-09-30T20:44:00.000-07:00

"Stop playing god, Doesn't mean that you inflicted pain on others, you have to suffer the same pain. Sometimes you just apologize and move on with your own life, thats all."- House Season 6

2009-09-30T06:50:00.000-07:00

Been soo long since i posted, okay maybe just 4 days or so, but there is so much to say.

So lets go back to Sunday,the chalet of the now named TF ownage, cause we are TF( 01+03+04)= TF08 and it sounds like OWNAGE!!!!

Had fun at Escape, playing the rides Pirate Ship, visiting the revamped Haunted House 2, Go kart ride, etc etc Basically a lot of fun laughing at Ning Wei and Eunice especially cause the Theme Park was basically their , Graveyard? haha

went back for Gordon and Peh Yu and went to Fish & Co for dinner, we 'spotted' a pair of Gay, which we later realized that they were lesbians lol nice going Calla :P

then we decided to give melvin a birthday bash which was one month late, so we went to White Sands to get the materials so melvin was paraded with a Disposal Pantie on his head as well as wearing one on the outside, pinched and 1000 years of pain-ed like mad while singing, licked Strawberry Yoghurt off a body and finally trying to blow out candles that will automatically relight for like 3 minutes? HAHHA

So we went back into the chalet and clean up and sat down, ready for movie, but seriously, exorcism was damn boring, cept for the gore part, too much censored parts.... haha Eunice was really freaked cause i was lying on her legs w/ a pillow she freaked out when i looked at he from the bottom XDXD

Fell asleep for the movie shutter, till 9 am plus. Went for Macdonal Breakfast and went to White Sands to go to arcade while the other peeps struggle to stay awake, parted at 12.

Peh yu, Melvin,Jason Gordon and I took the train and Melvin was sound asleep during the ride, swaying left and right making the random passenger on his right freak out when he almost leaned on her hahahah

Then came SL CAMP!!!! saw a few familiar faces from the outings, but many more unfamiliar ones. Got to know each other more and went into the loft to check in.

Day 1 was okay, we broke into groups for the school tour, PT, worked a little on tribe banners and IDs, played games, ninjas won still. Thanks to Bee kian who chatted with me via sms to keep me awake thru the tribe meeting, crashed at 1 am..

Day 2 was kinda more fun, had course counseling training, learnt a whole lot of stuffs :D:D:D im such a geek right? lol... did lots more work on the banner!!!! apaches banner is awesome. learnt mass dance also fun fun Ning is my chio bu partner LOL! Went to al-ah something for dinner, had Nasi Goreng Patya very nice seefood fried rice omelet. went to cheers and BOUGHT red bull, and cheers to a LATE NIGHTS.
Xing Hui and Vanessa were complaining that I was cheating and all haha! practiced cheers and tonned, played murderer,pig and Nariko gets most of the forfeits! Slept at 4.30 am

Day 3 was the day we put on our game faces and give it the best we got! had a few mini activities and cheers competition! Ninjas won despite being disadvantaged due to the lacking of tribe members, we so gotta learn from them also. Apaches too were disadvantaged.

whats this feeling when i hope that i, no, u could just disapear...

Day 3

2009-09-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

ignore the previous post, Leon's got company :D:D:D Jedi,NW,Oli came over to TF01 me <3 them lots haha

Brandon's bday was awesome, we played, we cam-whored, we drank and most importantly, we had fun :D

Afterglow today was quite okay, but i still enjoyed the night more, so temperature down = craziness up !

many jokes about my banana pants arh, walking FD(Fashion Disaster). I tell u all, u havent seen real FD that i saw okay, I once saw this girl with tights and oversized long sleeve shirt k!

Chalet + SL camp next 4 days, WOOOOOO!

2009-09-23T05:08:00.000-07:00

The lone wolf

The pack seeks shelter from the great storm, despite their greatest effort to keep together, it was all in vain as the strong winds swept the wolves away one by one.
Those who were fast enough managed to hold on to the tails of the others and ended in the same area, they quickly searched the area for their kind and were aware of the presence of another pack, but it was much smaller compared to theirs.

Another group, about half this group, found themselves in a foreign land, they tried to rejoin the pack, however they were unable to pick up the scent of the others. Nevertheless, they were glad to have each other, for comfort,protection for companionship...

As he regain consciousness, the wolf frantically search for its pack, howling out and trying to pick up their scent. There was no way he could locate them, and that was when he realized the presence of other creatures lurking in the dark. Finally understanding his situation, the lone wolf sets out on his path. Staying alive long enough till another pack accepts him, or by some twist of fate, that he could reunite with his former pack...

2009-09-20T17:53:00.000-07:00

Here is a little update,

I have caught up with hitman reborn,True Blood 2, Gonna start watching Heroes soon,2 hours special! woot.

Oh and I'm gonna start DSS myself :D

2009-09-17T17:12:00.001-07:00

Okay, Back from iDare, and it Rocks :D

oh oh before I go into details, lets talk on a few things.

Exam Results:

Right on target :D 3.8 GPA, 3.63 CGPA . Expected ITB and BMGT, my most hated modules, to pull me down.

Red Camp 6:

Was hoping to get into Red colour( Apaches ) or Blue colour ( Ninjas ) And WOOOT I'm in Apaches ( means red red red!!!! ) Okay some how I have taken a liking for red colour!

Okay, Again before I move on with Details of iDare let me thank a few group of special people

Instructors :
Mynt( I rather call him mean!), Norman, Dave( WILDBOAR!!!), Erin, Sham, Leon and the other helpers who assisted us in our activities and took photo and videos!

SF & SSF :
Raven, Sze Hui, Noel, Isabel, Bob, Irene, Zhi Xian ( MOST IMBA LAUGHTER more on that later) De Jun

Other iDare Groups:
Your Mother, Jelly Beans, Friendly Fire, Ah Gua, Pokemon.

My iDare group RED ALERT! :
Bee Kian, Wei Kian, Mathilda, Ke Sin, Melissa, Xiu Yu, Mervin, Yong Hui, and our SF Isabel!!!

And people who take 'care' of me during iDare:

Society People(Zi Yi, Rachel, Benson )
Ghetto Rap(Wei An)
SDENF Angela
And ALL THE GUYS IN DA MALE DORM!!!!!

Alright, DAY 1 here comes.

Reached Ferry terminal early and waited for others to come... in the end was there for like an hour plus waiting for people... boarding time and boarded the ferry.

Played tai di on the ferry while disturbing the seasick bee kian LOL! and the Ah Guas did a lot of stupid forefit infront of us lol.

So finally reached our home for the next 3 nights... wayyyyy better than expected, at least got air con, tho the guy room one cui, i ended up sleeping topless.

So started with introduction of instructors and recap of expectations. then we started some fun games like command, where we need find people to do things, or the money where the guys are 5 cents and girls are 10 cents!

moving on, split into 2 groups, Pokemon , Jelly beans and red alert went outdoors to play a few games :

TP Shuffle

Quite easy, gave me abs since i had to bend in such a way that i had to lean back on the log so that teammates can cross over.

Line walking?

Totally cui I never made it to the end, even with the palm technique. still hand fun, its like wire walking LOL.

Balancing

Whats that? 2 mins to BALANCE WOOOOOOT! totally killed this one, but we only managed to stay balanced for like 3 more mins, guess we were all kinda tired.

Went Back for indoor game

key pin

OWNED, we realized that we could remove the boundary to tap the numbers and it became 'no boundaries' basically it teaches people to take initiative

Blindfold Sqaures

Er damn retarded, we fail actually

Amazing race

Quite fun, had a tour around, love the beach at night and the mini zoo had fun, but wasnt the best group, but hey we were walking lol...

Day 2

Trekking

Honestly, not a big fan of trekking, but as a workout, ok-ok but as a group, I can safely say that we had fun :D

Rafting

ZOMFG Dragon Boat of tyre,pipe and rope, haha damn fun, Got all 52 people to go out to sea and back in 19 minutes :D

BUFFET DINNER

CRAYFISH
SATAY
PASTA

The rest never touch much

Day 3

WOOOT

TCP ( Team Challenge Pyramid )

Fierce, its tough, u do things on high grounds, but we only managed to get to 2nd check point, CAUGHT UP RACHEL's GROUP HA! but then it rained halfway..we got stuck at the 2nd cage, 12 people. and then we had a 'rescue' mission haha quite fun acutally :P

We still got our 25M high and 150m flying fox. AWEEESOOOMMMMEEEEEE

Hi- Elements

only did the swing, its really as if you jumped down a building hahahah

Paintball

did we have fun or did we have fun?i had an awesome moment in the 2nd game where I ran for the flag. 0 Shots landed on me, i didnt have to do any dive,and i gave myself 'cover fire' which were blanks, they really thought i had bullets :P

And Boy = Girls was the bomb, sorry ladies, but u guys were like sitting ducks, especially Rachel the Genius, Jian Kang and I were shooting her and hearing her scream away every time she got shot!

Campfire

Had the cheering competition there, a few honorable mentions:

Loudest : Jellybeans
Organized : Pokemon

nothing else to say but other groups, zai attempt!

Then we had the performance. I would say I personally liked all the performance, if there were to be a favorite,mmm in terms of my FAVE, sorry guys its friendly fire's
cause the dance are there at the right time.

Mascots, you guys have to admit, cross dressing is the way to the top when it comes to this :D Red Alert PWNEDDDDDD cause we kinda spent a lot of time with the mascots thing. Love my MALE Mascot Melissa LOL!
If you still didnt get what I mean, I cross dressed, with isabel limited edition bra from japan LOL

Revealing of secret angels

Bob was my secret angel :D
and i told people the truth of what I did for my mortal.
Norman: So! sabrina, what did yr angel do for u?
Sabrina: Er my angel only gave me an oreo snack..
Norman: So will Sabrina's Angel please step up
Norman: Wa lao u only give her one oreo ar
Leon: Aiya, i dunno her what, better than nothing right!
Norman: Fine, Leon tell us what did your angel did for you?
Leon: My angel, not bad, at first got surprise, 2 oreo snack hidden under my pillow, which I gave 1 to my mortal *laughter from audience* Then he/she tried too hard to please me. With watermelon in seaweed soup which i tried to pass off and give to mervin over there and said that it was from his angel *laughter again* and ya ended with desserts from him/her and a hint : Ghetto Rocks! which tells me that my Angel is from the same BAOC group as me, Ghetto Rap
*Everyone from ghetto rap stands up and say they my angel -.-*
Ended up Bob was my angel LOL

Oh oh , another funny incident, 2 person claimed to be Raj's angel, why? one person mistook the indian name of a girl to be Raj's... LOL or what?

Final Day

Final Day was THE BOMB, everyone was really close to each other and we had fun. First the guys tricked the girls and dragged them into the sea ( Pokemon and Red Alert Combined)
then the guys played handyplas by slapping the chest. I left a print on Wei Kian's Chest LOL! now the activities

Banana Boat

Fun Fun Fun, we did cheers and all on the boat. feel the sea water splashing on our face

Jet Ski

When Jeslyn was the driver, we had so much fun doing zig zag, we kinda capsized. And fun fact : Seawater further out in the sea are saltier took a big glup

When I was the driver, SUPER FUN full speed, short air borne, faster turns, slightly bigger zig zag :D

ATV

At first was stressed, cause my driver was SDENF Angela and she wasnt feeling very well so had to drive nicely to avoid mud and tough terrains, I kinda didnt do well in that, but i found the fun of driving, cause the ATV was harder than normal cars to control (ITS SUPER RUSTY) then in the last 2 minutes, Jeslyn who went up the curb in less than 5 mins on her ATV, switched over, I ran us straght through the muddy water with the accelerator all the way down ( which i was told not to :P ) and we bathed in muddy water :D all I heard was her screams and her shouting "CHOU LEON" hahahaha

that was the end and we had our lunch at , PASAR OLEH OLEH!!!! had lunch there, and prize giving, grats Ah bee, Rachel , SDENF Angela for getting the Most enthu participant of their groups, being the loudest in their groups, they sure deserve it, esp bee kian yr voice damn man after the trip, the other 2 loud by nature already hahah!

We took the ferry home, but it did not just end there...

Went over to J8 by Wei Kian's mother's ride and Bee Kian Mathilda and I had dinner at pasta mania.... good food never tasted as good.....

" Weeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Come from iDare,
We are from NP,
Come from a very special fa-mily,
Fight for glory,
Fight for Vic-tor-ry
Fight for a spirit never sleeeep before

iDare! iDare , All~ the way!
We like it here, we like it there,
we find ourselves a home,
a home sweet home!

*11 claps*
IDARE!!!!!!!

2009-09-13T07:16:00.000-07:00

Okay will be away for iDare, I doubt I would be posting much about it when I get back, I WILL STEAL FROM OTHERS BLOG THO MUWAHAHAHHA.

okay so during free time, i finished True Blood ( Fave character: Eric ) and How I met your mother( Barney, enough said, now this name does not remind me of a purple imaginary dinosaur, it reminds me of a fictional tv character, who is TOTALL AWESOME )

oh yea, I also begun reading Hitman Reborn, entertaining, at least it passes time

and I am happy to gain weight! I'm 58kg now ( Dont hate me u guys out there trying to lose weight... )

Praying hard that I dont lose weight in bintan... it would suck

2009-09-11T08:20:00.000-07:00

okay, leon is in asshole mode and i dont think many people would like to talk to him now *saded*

oh BTW, its my FIRST-TIME being invited to Brandon's party, usually i invite myself.

Slaptastic Seventeen Brandon !!! its gonna be pain-filled :D

Red alert is ready for iDare
IDs, Check
Cheers, Check
Performance, BIG Check
Tee, check
knowing each other, small check

go go Red ALert!

oh yeah fun convo ben and hush, should do so sometime again!

oh ya Leon is a SL for Red Camp 6, get ready for me u o lvl taking biaches! See u @ NP :D

2009-09-08T07:30:00.000-07:00

so, today was supposed to be the release of results for Red Camp 6 SL, but.. sadly, nth was on the Ambassador's Website.

So i woke up and tried to entertain myself, watched an episode of How i met your mother and decided to go gym and get a haircut, or rather a trim, judging how long my hair is still, but neater.

on the bus i saw lai lai, but i decided to scare him, so i sit beside him until he woke up on his own LOL! I swear, that was the most epic moment I seen of him, he literally jumped.

So i head on to gym, and moments later realized melissa was there also haha,then later ade toh came along. Lunched, and set of to Bishan for my haircut!

During the haircut i heard this joke i like a lot:

In the past, Dogs are naked and humans wear a lot of clothings to cover.
Now, dogs are wearing more and more, the humans on the other hand, are wearing lesser and lesser

In the past, Chickens will wake human up( Ji Jiao Ren, Chicken Call Human )
Now, human call hookers ( Ren Jiao Ji, Human Call Chicken )

Funny how the times have changed eh?

Things happened over the past few days and the following came up in my mind:

If one does not have what you have, doesn't mean he does not have anything

2009-09-06T08:32:00.000-07:00

feeling lousy, havent sleep and i just brainstormed for the iDare performance.

i realized how much am i a sucker for care and concern... caused by my background? or just that i am born like that, whatever the fact, thanks guys for all the concern :) doing fine!

gotta be somebody for me out there

what a beautiful smile, can i stay just for a while?

2009-09-06T01:01:00.000-07:00

The first week of holidays are over and so is BAmazing, congrats to all teams who did well!

people gotta see me with short hair before complaining about me with long hair -.-

too many things to say but lazy... maybe a few short lines to explain it

damn, look what u made me do...

i'll miss u when you are gone...

2009-09-03T09:14:00.000-07:00

okay, my busy holidays starts tml...

hope i make it for the Red Camp 6 SL, but i got a feeling i might not make it, and i cant really be bothered? but, try my best lo

Investment Club Exco BBQ, was super fun :DDD ended up with and unexpected meeting, but not even 1 minute was boring. i look sien/drunk cause my bed time is 10 okay, not used to sleeping so late!

BAmazing'09 go go go!!!!

'New' Investment Club Exco <3<3<3
-Leon the Human Resource Head LOL

All the best to Devo and QH for attachment!

2009-09-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

opps, almost forgot about this blog since i was busy rushing Naruto Manga!

haha soo, holidays have started, which is full of shit for me,i either stay home and rot, or go to school to gym. but gratefully, society meetings will start next week, BAmazing is this weekends, my first sem of investment club is over and the next sem is starting, iDare is gonna be hella fun ( pre glow was teh bomb, go red, sry i emo arh tired ), TCP events.. well hope i dont meet too much motherfuckers

so in conclusion: my holiday is kinda fucked by those events and i cant work... BUT, BUT, BUT im loving every part of it :D i get to hang out with friends at least hahaha. havent buy the guitar yet, cooking not started also... gymming is still there, swimming dunno go where...

gotta stop getting hooked on mangas... but One Piece is calling my name... so are those TV shows... lets hope i stay focused even after exams..

2009-08-29T07:16:00.000-07:00

finally things are gonna have a closure...

congrats to you moving on, i may owe you a lot, but i have repaid all my debts with all that sleepless nights... and now i return you your freedom:

Ignore that promise u hid in the present on my birthday... its futile... nothing will change, u lost me when u shown me the real u... i tried to take in everything, but im not good enough... hey, no1 is perfect..

this case is closed, now run along...

2009-08-28T05:05:00.000-07:00

lol, okay i screwed up my most confident paper, PoA lost like 14 marks cause i didnt bother to really check XD

BUT FUCK IT, i think i did well enough previously to get an A

okay so 03/04 outing today, LOVE ALL THOSE HU WERE THERE!!!

had lunch at ashtons, really gooooood. Year 2 BFS went there also :D
(SEE AUNTIE!! WE REALLY GOT 50 PEOPLE, NGEE ANN STEADY ONE!!! )

catch the movie Final Destination 4 after than, im gonna watch the previous one, ITS A GOOD HORROR COMEDY.

u see, people just die for no apparent reason, or they are dying cause they 'cheat death'

after movie went PS walk walk, then went to peninsula to see guitars. Imma get a Maestro SG1, would cost around 280+?

oh oh , i hope my GPA is around 3.8 >.< ( hope hope hope hope )

Thanks PRETTY PRINCESS PRESIDENT DEVONA ( MIAN BAO ) FOR GIVING ME FMS AND FRP NOTES!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-27T04:16:00.000-07:00

bmgt was soo bad, i left very early without checking my script and went over canteen 1 to destroy the paper, shredded it into pieces.

today, MIEC, on a lighter note, was much more pleasant, ignoring the fact that i burned like 4 marks due to recklessness,but ahh well... thats just who i am ( To be honest, i kinda feel young cause of this >.> )

okay lol jokes aside,i need to be more focused, less complacent ( Please dun cui me for PoA,will lose A LOT FACE ) yeap so leon is in a holiday mood and the following happened when i..

*went into GNC asking about sport supplements*

Sales person : Hi what can I do for u?
L: er i kinda have a weight problem..
SP *interupts* : Weight problem? wait u dont seem to be overweight..
L: no no... im underweight, im around 179 and only 55kg
SP: OH OH !!!! yea of course! so do u just wanna gain weight or do you workout?
L: Oh, umm i plan to workout around 5 days a week? roughly around 2 hours a day
SP:yeah... its a waste... u workout so much and dont get results... Take this! ( the bottle is marked XXX, WTF right? ) Has carbohydrates and protein for your weight and muscle needs!
L: *amazed at price $168* how many servings is this? ( hope to hear around 70 plus)
SP : 14 :D
L: ..... okay thank you i will continue to look around...
SP: okay sure! no problem, hope you find something u need!

damn do they make the supplements with gold or something? carb? i can get them by bitin on bread lol... they are just an easy way...

*IDEA*

if i can cook for myself... solves food problem ( I can have many meals at home, and to gain weight ) solves women problem... ( Hey! some women find men who can cook hot)
= some many many problems!!!

okay i try to add it to do list! ( gonna get some recepies :D )

two

2009-08-24T22:44:00.000-07:00

helped pong with blaw last night, ended up sleeping only at 12 -.- didnt tutor him for BMGT, sorry, my attention span with helping you limits to one subject i guess, not a saint here.

im really sleepy now, but i can sleep, my mind is too awake after that BLAW paper, again its same as ITB, i actually felt an A until people start pouring ideas into my head then it slowly slipped down to a B+. Tom didnt manage to finish the paper but i still hope he gets A, he did damn well for CT, and he has a lot of 'academic accidents' this sem -.- And hope Dick passes BLAW or get that B+ he wants.

Harry(me) actually dont really care, or he has cared too much, i aim good score, but i will take anything given to me. nothing can change yr results anyways. After tml, its as good as the end of sem for me with MIEC and PoA left, i would say they are my most confident papers...

One...

2009-08-24T03:19:00.000-07:00

today is ITB paper, er conclusion is errr at least a B+? worst case, B best case A. paper was quite easy, whatever i studied, came out, whatever i didnt, didnt. Tips are really useful, glad i listen in lecture...lol next up blaw, actually not really concerned, since RBJ said it was easier compared to past year papers, and i dun have a problem with past year paper yet. anyways its all talk here, shall see tomorrow, will BLAW bring me to my knees?

growing up

2009-08-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

people says, growing up changes u. no, to me it, kills you. i remember being the 'fearless' dumbass getting myself into all sorts of trouble, failing tests, 1 to 1 counseling by teachers.

until i got more 'matured' or 'responsible' okay i know i am contradicting myself, but u will see the point i hope? okay, me late bloomer and all started THINKING, i think more and more, stronger brains, better results, less problem with teachers, less problems, see no point to have problems. end result? i became a fucking pussy, a wuss who is afraid of consequences, and I KNOW, those crap may not even happen.

yes, people say,' Leon u think too much la, think less lor! ' guys, appreciating the concern aside, i really find that easy to say, and THINK ( LOL ) but to do? this the usual, 'easier said than done'

and no matter how i see it, im always trying to fit my life in a routine >.> organized? no thank you, i kinda regret stuff, being caught up with my competitive self from gaming habits since young, my true nature rather and pride etc...

oh well, ranting done... wonder what i have i said above... prolly dun make any sense. i wanna get better at the guitar and gain weight during the holidays...

2009-08-21T22:12:00.000-07:00

take my time.. rationalize.. and win this fight...

my faith is being weakened...

2009-08-21T21:11:00.001-07:00

damn... any1 help? BLIZZARD is a bitch.... i just saw WoW:Cataclysm and updates on Diablo III , am i beyond redemption? any1 help me? :(

random random random

2009-08-21T05:00:00.000-07:00

okok i wanna start collection, not at any expense, but just for fun, not gonna be hardcore or anything either.

when im Eighteen : Liquor Collection

when i Get a good job( 25 ? ) : *Maybe only* guitar collection ( I will stop at 20? )

okay its really random shit out of the blue, but hey, randomness is good :D

studied/talk crapped with hush and shanty for yesterday and today, lets just say its better than staying home yeah? at least i go through things again better than staying home with my TV shows ( Gossip Girl, u ARE SO NEXT ON THE LIST XOXO)

oh yeah had lunch with yoke,tricia and issac today, thanks for the company guys!

well, it does take 2 hands to clap, but my partial defense is that, 83% of societies are polygamous.... sorry..... sometimes, i tend to go with the flow

season finale

2009-08-19T07:59:00.001-07:00

Okay so i watched bones(S4) and House (S5) all the way to the finale like 5 episode for each series. And i just felt that they kinda sell out?

BOTH gave audience what they wanted Bones : Brenan and Booth making out, bed scene etc, and end up its all a dream while booth is in a coma ( yeah easy to tell, Nightclub owners? where is the logic in that? then again, it was a dream ) and Cuddy with House, ending up it was severe Hallucination by house ( Thanks script writers, just when i thought their relationship was finally getting somewhere )

so i spent the last 2 days at home, watching TV shows, burning the time away. Oh and i tried DotA again since i had a lot of freetime, turn out, i didnt lose my mojo :D:D:D

i need to get a new 'girlfriend' and guitar seems to be like the best candidate for now...

there is this love hate relationship with vacation, cause i have 7 weeks and i either waste it, or find a job, which is gonna take some effort. i would really like some office or tutoring work...

injuries inflicted by female student are an occupational hazard faced by male students

die u gaming

2009-08-17T04:16:00.000-07:00

met angela and becca to study at the underpass, studided there from 11-14, halfway Jit came over to discuss the *censored*. So we are gonna *censored* on Friday.

After studying, SDENF went to her dance ( Becca went to outreach presentation ) I went to uughhh, GYM alone :( So i went thinking that my left arm is okay ( its kinda strained from gym + swimming last friday) so i just do the usual few machines. Then later on the bus, out of nowhere, i swear a sharp pain hit my left shoulder. I reacted and pressed that area as if i was shot, a few people turned and looked at me wtf.

but then i believe its a random thing, cause im fine now :D and i shall NOT game during the holidays, gonna find something else to burn away the excess time ( Guitar? Go out? ) no idea, but one thing is for sure, gonna go job hunting w/ val hope can get a good job, and hope there will be an IT fair, Benny will offer me a job, and IT fair does not crash w/ anything ( BAmazing,iDare,BAMP Trail) please dun crash, Leon needs cash for new furniture, printer, formal wear, shoes, berms, Ts.

Oh ya, i somehow got into iDare haha, hope it will be super fun and ugh i return alive,in one piece.

Thou Shalt Not Game...

see u in season 2

2009-08-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

finished season 1 of FRINGE in 2 days, 20 episodes... quite no life but hey nth else to do.

Leon is left with 3 chapters of ITB to study then he can slowly revise for exams. Im so glad ITB is the first module to be tested, get it over and done with.